###### *..and how I managed to reject it instinctively from the very start*

###### [You can check out #00 the prologue here](https://peakd.com/informationwar/@aagabriel/starting-my-story-of-struggle-and-survival-through-the-plandemic)

> ***proposition -** *noun & verb. Noun.* **1** a statement or assertion. **2** a scheme proposed; a proposal **3** *Logic.* a statement consisting of subject and predicate that is subject to proof of disproof. **4** *colloquial.* a problem, opponent, prospect, etc. that is to be dealt with (*a difficult proposition)*. **5** *Mathematical.* a formal statement of a theorem or problem, often including the demonstration. **6a** an enterprise etc. with regard to its likelihood of commercial etc. success **6b** a person regarded similarly. **7.** *colloquial.* a sexual proposal. *v.tr.colloquial.* make a proposal (especially of sexual intercourse) to (*he propositioned her*). □ **not a proposition** unlikely to succeed. □ □ **propositional** *adjective.* [ORIGIN: Middle English from Old French *proposition* or Latin *propositio* (as **PROPOUND**).]*

> ***propound -** *verb.tr.* **1** offer for consideration; propose **2** *Law.* produce (a will etc.) before the proper authority so as to establish its legality □ □ **propounder** *noun.* [ORIGIN: earlier *propoune, propone* from Latin  *proponere* (as **PRO-⅟**, *ponere, posit-*’place’): cf. *compound, expound.*]*

## From the Outset, The Proposition Wasn't Accepted 

Dear Readers,

Hearken back through murky halls filled with faded mirrors hanging from the walls.

Navigating to the first quarter of year 2020 - let's say February 2020.

I catch a glimpse of my reflection in the mirrors, between taking tentative steps.

Where I'm scrunching my eyes, trying to improve line of vision. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8-7WbXwhOoM

Slowly the outlines of vague shapes, indeterminate fuzzy yet familiar. Like furniture in your home in the dead of night, or like a silhoulette of a person whom you think you recognize until the person moves slightly and all sense of familiarity, of recognition is lost. 

Frustration shoots up and through me: this situation sucks. I'm not scared or bereft of confidence. A glance back from a dirty, faded mirror served as proof that I'm still here and I'm still me. 

Determination; not to engage in self-defeating shadow-boxing. But to plow forth, curious and bearing of human purpose. 

Against unfavourable odds, I gambled anyway because of my very stubbornness and need for dissidence eternal. 

Question: How Did I manage to instinctively reject the proposition veiled behind the presently world-bending plandemic? Verily, thine intuition instructed me through adrenalizing rushes of revelation. 

Nothing made sense as a proposition to consider. None that is except for me to continue rejecting them until I could accept one of my own.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YPBuPoEpvW8

## A Recent Theory On How I Rejected the Proposition

Over the past week or so I've been scouring far and wide for academic published materials that address an interdisciplinary merging of public health, social marketing, social sciences and behaviour psychology. There's a considerable amount of materials I've archived for years so I got to crawling through my COVID-19 archives too.

 I found an interesting screenshot  that I saved from 4chan/pol sometime in early 2021.

![](https://images.hive.blog/DQmP6BWZ7MSeW4ak2dZyb1KprsKwncqXHrtVLBeZ6bGA7fm/USA%20AMA%20covid-19%20language%20swaps.png)

I recall seeing "Covid-19 Language Swaps" over a year ago then failing to find the source document. I saved the above screenshots because the anon who posted it claimed it's source was the American Medical Association (AMA).

Today, I found the AMA source document and eagerly began flicking through its contents. As I did so, it became suddenly so obvious to me.

- https://www.ama-assn.org/system/files/2021-02/covid-19-vaccine-guide-english.pdf

I was able to reject all propositions presented and pushed by the public health pharmaganda militias for a very simple reason: I enjoying reading and from childhood had been a voracious bookworm. Reading fosters and nurtures your internal voice which I suspect acted like a super-ego in my case. When I think of other unjabbed people in my life, they seem to be naturally inquisitive, scholarly and display bookworm tendencies. 

Could it be that a passion for languages, the written word and information in general is an effective method to protect one's self from the wickedly wily ways of a hostile world? I really do think there might be something to what I'm proposing here. 

Basically, it's a trick and the core trick public health messaging achieves is by engagement of manipulative behaviours. The most common tactic is their tailoring of language and targeted communications. 

When Public Health and Social Marketing experts devised "Covid-19 Language Swaps" as one way to meet a "non-expert's" health translation communication needs, they signaled antipathy towards audiences who would easily read between any of their crafted lines. 

By being an avid reader for so long I easily detected a clumsily applied veneer over all the language being pushed towards me. It's mere targeting at my attention belied the antipathy of its source which made it very easy to disregard it as relevant or meaningful to me. I rejected the proposition because I instinctively disregarded it's source.

Additionally, I was able to contemplate and deeply ruminate over hidden meanings obscured by these interdisciplinary cross-pollinated weaponing of language. And I could do it no sweat!

The best part of realizing how I initially rejected their propositions is the understanding that from this point onwards, there's no ground lost to them incessantly messaging at me. 
And joyously I proclaimed:  "Nor would there ever be!"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AM6fL7Rh07Q

## On Reading, Writing and Roseanne Bar

* [Roseanne Barr Reveals Her True Self In Face-To-Face Interview With Alex Jones
](https://madmaxworld.tv/watch?id=64056b1eb056e94a32a6558b)

Two weeks ago I watched an Alex Jones Infowars interview with special guest Roseanne Barr. I respect and love Roseanne a lot so it was a no-brainer for me to load up her recent interview and watch it. 

Roseanne speaks of quite profound matters throughout this interview; it's more of spirituality, prayer, advice and truth than laughs, crude jokes and jibes. 

She makes some incredible statements regarding the importance of reading (as in reading physical books) as well as writing. Both activities are mentioned in the context of fostering and nurturing your inner voice. She believes that the solitary activities of reading and writing are essential for expressing your muted, quietened and creative souls. 

I have to agree. 

She then recalls a moving personal anecdote from her childhood, where a lifelong spiritual connection developed to bookstores and books. Any time Roseanne felt hemmed in by chaos, confusion, loss and despair, she would seek out the closest random bookstore for guidance. 

She'd go into the bookstore and grab a book at random, open it to a random page and then read a line at random. Every time she did this in her state of being lost, the line she'd read would relate to answers she needed to hear. 

Amazing. I love books. 

Books helped me reject the proposition and are keeping me surviving, and I continue reading without not so much focus on struggling.