<center>  </center> I thought everything would end when I gave up. But it turns out that it's just a new beginning. The door that I intended to close became the start of a new journey. And it was indeed a different story. I loved to be on that journey, but I was too weak to move forward. I lost everything left for me. I failed to reach my dreams. I felt broken, and I haven't healed since then. It has been years, but I still haven't. I feel like I haven't forgiven myself for being so weak. And whenever I remember it, it seems like it was only yesterday. How can I ever forget my past? Why do I still see that fragile person in me? Am I still that same person? Why hasn't anything changed? Why am I still suffering? Was it wrong to give up? Should I have pushed my way through? I may have if only I had a bit of confidence. But I didn't have that. And this was where I ended up. I feel sorry for myself. I was not like this at the start. I knew what I wanted, and it was clear to myself. I had the highest hopes but was the first to give up. Now it seems that I must start from the bottom again. Am I going to get the same ending as before? What if I would, will I know the right thing to do? Can I even redeem myself? <hr> > __βStories never really end...even if the books like to pretend they do. Stories always go on. They don't end on the last page, any more than they begin on the first page.β__ β Cornelia Funke Why do we say that an ending starts a new beginning? Have you given up on your dreams? Do you have the courage to start anew? <br> <center>Β© [__imawreader__](https://hive.blog/@imawreader) | [#YoursToo](https://www.facebook.com/ADailyDoseOfficial/photos/a.102239044484670/207984297243477/?type=3&theater) | [Image source](https://pixabay.com/photos/book-hands-reflecting-bible-1421097/)</center><br> <center></center> <br> <center></center> <br> Read the book: [A Daily Dose" The New Chapters](https://www.wattpad.com/story/206063908utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=imawreader&wp_originator=NAS5sTpneLWupuWDfTApcpL3c6oO1%2F%2BZYPO4R%2BdoqaBRSt6Z1ZRcxxT2uu54CY4%2FkcQYssPkDUwZU2xz7dLk3AQ6ozhtaliMAhgLKUR65vetqiK4bBxR%2F%2BPLKO776d1M&_branch_match_id=871753082667837503) on Wattpad! Follow A Daily Dose" on Facebook [@adailydoseofficial](https://www.facebook.com/ADailyDoseOfficial) and Twitter [@adailydosetweet](https://twitter.com/ADailyDoseTweet) | Subscribe to [A Daily Dose" YouTube channel](https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChH5AXzynbuYWr5sZbd3-1w) <br> **Watch the previous A Daily Dose" on YouTube:** <iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/jwnutJ-5fRk" frameborder="0" allow="accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture" allowfullscreen></iframe>
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