<div class=text-justify> Hi. I can't sleep. My insomnia has gone overboard. I just finished eating my second dinner. I think I'm gonna die. I feel like dying tho. LOL. But anyway, before I force myself to hit them Z's, Imma make this short poem basing off from my picture that was taken last year in February, on a certain cemetery. Yep, you read that right, a cemetery.<br> Well anyway, hope you all had a great night or a great day. (Expecting we all got different timezones here.) </div> <br> <br>  <center> ### *Indifference* *If I ~~smile~~, will everyone like me? If I wear something ~~decent~~, will they come to agree?* *If I close my mouth and come act like a ~~lady~~ Will they love and respect me as I ~~expected~~ them to be?* *It's hard to put a mask on a daily To fake a smile and greet them courteously* *I have to be what they expected me to be The perfect My Fair Lady* *But as time moves, I became numb I came to a point where my heart started to rot* *My indifference grew, my soul was torn apart The sadness became a friend and death was not that far.* </center>
| author | anarkia |
|---|---|
| permlink | late-night-shares |
| category | hive-161155 |
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| created | 2021-02-28 20:08:21 |
| last_update | 2021-02-28 20:08:21 |
| depth | 0 |
| children | 0 |
| last_payout | 2021-03-07 20:08:21 |
| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
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| pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
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| root_title | "Late Night Shares" |
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| author_curate_reward | "" |
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| misia1979 | 0 | 613,175,495 | 2.25% | ||
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| andrewharland | 0 | 2,095,555,635 | 4.5% | ||
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| tronhill | 0 | 1,208,062,245 | 100% | ||
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| veteranforcrypto | 0 | 1,141,588,235 | 0.67% | ||
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| the.success.club | 0 | 2,099,317,001 | 2.25% | ||
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