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I wanted so much that at least this year would become happy, calm and not as gloomy at times as several previous ones. But, alas, reality and mood: by andrianna

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I wanted so much that at least this year would become happy, calm and not as gloomy at times as several previous ones. But, alas, reality and mood:
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<p>I wanted so much that at least this year would become happy, calm and not as gloomy at times as several previous ones. But, alas, reality and mood:</p>
<p>Brodsky ..</p>
<p>(<a href="https://www.culture.ru/poems/31032/i-vechnyi-boi">link</a> to verse)</p>
<p><em>And an eternal battle.</em></p>
<p><em>Rest only in our dreams.</em></p>
<p><em>And let nothing</em></p>
<p><em>will not disturb dreams.</em></p>
<p><em>Gray night,</em></p>
<p><em>and dozing birds</em></p>
<p><em>swaying from the blue silence.</em></p>
<p><em>And an eternal battle.</em></p>
<p><em>Dawn attacks.</em></p>
<p><em>And the bullets</em></p>
<p><em>forgotten how to sing</em></p>
<p><em>shouted to us</em></p>
<p><em>that there is still Immortality ...</em></p>
<p><em>... And we just wanted to survive.</em></p>
<p><em>Forgive us.</em></p>
<p><em>We were boiling to the end</em></p>
<p><em>and perceived the world,</em></p>
<p><em>like a parapet.</em></p>
<p><em>Hearts were torn</em></p>
<p><em>rushed and snored,</em></p>
<p><em>like horses</em></p>
<p><em>hit by shelling.</em></p>
<p><em>... Say ... there ...</em></p>
<p><em>so that they do not wake up again.</em></p>
<p><em>Let nothing</em></p>
<p><em>will not disturb dreams.</em></p>
<p><em>... What of the fact</em></p>
<p><em>that we did not win</em></p>
<p><em>what of the fact</em></p>
<p><em>that we didn’t come back? ..</em></p>
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@ludmila.kyriakou · 
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@andrianna · 
спасибо! Вам тоже желаю счастья!
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@ludmila.kyriakou · 
Спасибо!   :-)
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@zoetech · 
It all starts with the status of the mind, then comes to believe before it becomes the reality, I like you poetic lines
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