Join for the money, stay for friends/community/nsfw content/money/etc.

As we're still going red almost everywhere, which ones of you and us  are still staying with Steem, as the friends and all are still here. Community is the same old as it has been.

I'm real happy my activity on Steemit started to go down already before Steem value dropped, so I can prove I'm lazy on Steemit no matter the Steem/SBD price. 

![document-3268750_1280.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmR3eW2QWeSDGpuqLcUF23zVzSk2QQwfnm8qUoQqDeSxir/document-3268750_1280.jpg)
<sub>This is basically what my plan has been about Steemit. Image from Pixabay!</sub>

It's the thing that I want this to be fun. I'm being here mostly trying to be creative, but at the moment I can't be as creative as I want to be. I could post some random photos and preetend to be an awesome photographer, but I'm not that. I could bake the same bread over and over again, but that's boring.

I'm glad I'm having the chili growing project now, so I can still have something to post more regularly about. It's really great, especially with the spring coming. It won't matter even if Steem would go to $0.5 or lower, this is something I still want to post about.

If Steem value would drop seriously, maybe people hanging here for money and banging the bots would finally find something else to do. Maybe they'd look for a real job or something like that. It wouldn't maybe be bad at all.

I've written already three posts I can't publish yet, as I'm waiting for something more for them. It feels a bit dumb on one hand, how people are hysterical about being consistent and constantly active, posting SOMETHING but I'm not sure if my creativity would benefit in any way if I tried to push it harder and harder to post more. 

![paper-3261159_1280.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmYQ2vfLvJFqqCkEGmR22WzPmuMPLheWPxgWJska7o62wd/paper-3261159_1280.jpg)
<sub>Still how I imagine Steemit. Image from Pixabay!</sub>

I'm not having enough free time so I can't read all the posts I want, I'm slow in replying to comments but I'm glad people are typically completely fine with this. I've been working so much I haven't been able to read posts at work either! I've been chatting in [steem chat](https://steem.chat) a lot though, or at least keeping it open on the background.

What I've seen however, is the amount of drama on Steemit, even in the chat. We're so tiny people even if we don't want to be. Fighting with people who disagree with us, getting upset because of them (or because of ourselves?) and making issues seem bigger than they are.

We're getting disappointed in others and ourselves instead of keeping in mind how we are different people. The bad differences shouldn't take away the value of the good qualities in us. If we start disliking people because they have some bad qualities, we'll end up alone.

As maybe some of us are. Being alone is not a bad thing though, at least not always. 

![sculpture-3257584_1280.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmZhzZ7gm1c1uRLiMZE1ifDrzBm8DQSgzCLv1qzTWYkSSs/sculpture-3257584_1280.jpg)
<sub>Pixabay!</sub>

And I'm not saying we need to keep our mouths shut to avoid drama and making anyone upset. It's better we speak out what we think, at least in most cases. Without speaking out, we will never be understood and that's real loneliness.

I'm glad there are plenty of people struggling with their creativity on Steemit. I'm not alone on this one.

<i>Rant is over now.</i>