Yesterday I survived a life threatening situation. But first I was very depressed and wanted to disappear. A friend hailed me. I came to pick her up. Brought her back here. An we talked for hours trying to figure out why I am so numb. An yet she said we needed an adventure. She pushed me to drive through a winter storm. We picked up drinks to celebrate. 

She lied to me about this whole thing. She was using my depression to get drinks I thought. Cause she lost her kids due to drinking.

I drove her home. Met her man. An they were terrified to find that she was drinking. Idk why.

But they all started to flee. She got angry for being judged for her past. She's had a difficult life and was tired of being misunderstood. 

Therefore when they shamed her when she got home. She got mad. An wanted to attack him. I put myself between him and her.
An she stopped cause it was me.


He said shes hit me before. I got to get out of here with the kids and the dogs.

I realized I have enabled her. An I felt such sorrow cause I was selfish and needed somebody to help me. I allowed them to drink with me 

I made a huge mistake. She's going berserk. She's yelling and the only people left were me and her son. 

I put myself in front of him. To block her from any physical activity. Yet she loved him. An when she yelled at her dad. The boy said.