5 minutes freewrite: pride and feelings by ayorae

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hive-161155 · @ayorae · Sep 12 '20

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5 minutes freewrite: pride and feelings

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*My heart skips a beat* *everytime your name comes to* *mind*

*I still feel the butterflies in my belly when I think of you*
*Your laughter still echoes in my head*

*When I close my eyes* 
*The image of you smiling and talking is all I can see*

*The smell of your cologne so alluring*
*I still sleep in your shirt at night*
*So I could be alitle close to you*

*Your shy smile and childish demeanor*
*The way you walk and feel nothing matters*

*How your eyes light up when I bring you a cup of coffee
But holds so much sadness when 
You are unable to find your favorite pair of socks*

*I still feel your pain
And smile at those moments that made you happy*

*Everytime I walk by you
It's a constant conflict between my pride and feelings*

*Should I say or just walk away
But my pride always win*

*I guess our journey has come to an end
A heartbreaking end
You left but why didn't you take your memories with you*

*I will just have to love you from afar
And cherish the love in my heart*

*The memories of you
Hunt my day
And disturbs my sleep at night*

*Discovered it wasn't meant to be*
*But I can be in love with you and not stay with you*
*Should I call one last time?*
*Constant battle between my pride and feelings*

***~ayorae♥️~***
Love you alll♥️♥️😊

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@chocolatescorpi · Sep 12 '20

Wow that is such a tender story. I can just feel the love, the confusion, the battle between the head and the heart going on there.

That was so well written too. Great Job!

And sorry that you had to part with someone so dear to you....but that's life isn't it.

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@ayorae · Sep 12 '20

Thanks you @chocolatescorpi ♥️

I guesss we don't always end up with people we thought would be our forever 😣

But we can still cherish the love in our heart and move on😊

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@hivebuzz · Sep 12 '20

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@thisisawesome · Sep 12 '20

Wow that was just an amazing and sad love story @ayorae, thanks a lot for sharing, it's awesome.
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@ayorae · Sep 13 '20

Thank you @thisisawesome ♥️

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@thisisawesome · Sep 17 '20

Wow that was beautiful. I really felt the emotion in this & know a lot of us have been there before. Thank you for sharing this with us. You are appreciated & keep up your great work! Remember, You Are Awesome! 👍🙂💚
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