<center>*As announced in one of my previous posts, I would like to introduce myself in English too.
Slowly, i have a few English-speaking Followers but I would also like to introduce myself to others who predominantly speak English or use it here on Steemit.
I've been here for a month now on Steemit and I really like it. 
I certainly did not come here to get rich as fuck with my posts. It's more the community itself which is great compared to other social media places around the Internet.
In the short time I've been here, I've met some great people, which I'm very grateful for. 
But I also looking forward to make further contacts and broaden my horizon.
And HEY! Before I start, English is not my mother tongue. So I apologize for any mistakes you will find. :-)*</center>

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<center>*Ok, let's start with myself. My name is Sebastian (Baffoussam) from Germany. I am 37 years old and if I look back on the last 20 years then I have to say that I was just wrong about looking for satisfaction and fulfillment. I have not found it until today. On the contrary. I feel more and more crushed and constricted in the world in which we all live. A world where more and more only the performance counts. A world of the material. A world where everyone seems so quickly replaceable. I had been struggling with severe mental health problem for the last 4 years. Thanks to my past or what I made of it. I do not want to think about tomorrow either. That would be too much again. And even though the first few lines here are a bit dramatic, I am also the man who loves life. Right now after my treatment, the feeling of going out into the world and experiencing something new increases again. But where should i go!? Would i be able to choose, I mean really choose ..... then I would now pack my seven things and walk out into the world. In the years of my life 20 to 27 I  traveled a lot. Europe, America, Asia .... and what impressed me the most was a trip to Cameroon. There I somehow got stuck with my thoughts and my self. I liked it alot. The life, the people, the country. The most important thing that was shown to me there: You do not need much to live and be happy.*</center>

<center>*But slowly. I revel in dreams and memories again. I want to focus on this here and now. At the moment I am unemployed and I do not like it at all. Maybe I did that in the beginning. But I'm already trying to get back in the game. When I was ill, work was out of the question. It simply was not possible to work in this constitution. I am already working on it to get something with medical care for work. The prospects are good and at least i like to work with people.
But I will not give up this dream too, one day to travel the world again. Someday it will work.*</center>

<center>*My current constitution is very good. I could almost say that I on that way to completely recover and shine. I absorb my surroundings and life again after my long phase of struggle with myself.
Sometimes I think the fight with my psyche was a kind of test. I see the world and the people around me completely different now. I have a lot more empathy now. I understand connections of our inner being much better. In the past I used to be a person with an ice-cold side so I have put these down now. In this long struggle that lasted 4 years, it sometimes felt like a part of me was dying. Fortunately, it did not because even when I had no strength left, I fought on. I would have wished this fight would not have been such a tough one but I'm even more thankful now. 
I started to appreciate the little things in life that we often overlook. I think we are far too comfortable in this day and age. Too comfortable that we take everything for granted.*</center>

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<center>*From time to time I will always report here how things go in my life. But my blog i will continue writing in german. Maybe I'll change that in the future. I could well imagine that, but let's just wait and see. All other small Posts about my photos and other stuff I will publish in English too. And yes, I like to take pictures. 
It seems that Steemit will bring that passion back to me. All the great people here and their pictures that they publish. That infects me :D
So, maybe I'll share the photo of my life with you soon. ;)*</center>

## Peace out!