Last year, I been in freelance line whole year. Can say last year I am in the good and bad situation. Good that I achieve a bit freedom in time and also manage to settle part of my debt and also lucky enough to know steemit as my second income source. 

>去年一整年，我是以自由业的身份在外闯荡了一阵子。去年一整年可以说是起落不定。好的是我可以有自由的时间走动已经我可以解决到大部分的债务。我也很开心可以知道这个平台然后在这个平台发展然后这也是我的第二收入。

Last year october, I met and knew my current girlfriend and she introduce me to work with her at one logistics company. Then this year January, I made a decision back to full time job. Yes, at first it is quite good as I learn quite a lot new knowledge. But now problem come, our workplace quite far from our house and she hard to get on time to go to work causes our payroll been cut to half for three months in a row. April we decided to resign but boss hold us for two weeks with no income at all. And now my car keep giving me problem but I dont have money to fix. My bank account left two digit to hold on. With all these problem, it makes me cant breath and really dont know what to do anymore.

>去年十月，我认识了我现任的女朋友。然后她也介绍了我到她的公司跟她一起工作。今年一月我也决定了加入她现在的公司工作然后回归全职。起初都很顺利也觉得蛮不错可以学到新事物。但是现在问题来了，由于我们的工作地点很远，所以我女友很多时候都不能准时出门导致我们每天都迟到。三月以内我们两个人的薪水被扣一大半。所以四月份我们决定辞职。但是我们的上司又以无薪状态要我们留下两个星期，导致我们四月完全没收入。更严重的是我的车子又常常操作不动，再加上完全没钱修理车子，银行也剩下两位数。这些一个一个问题真的让我完全透不过气，已经不知所措。

This year also my first to come it **30** club, but everything seems not well and not smooth, but all my friends that same age with me is slowly on the track but me keep out from track, this let me become more frustrated.

今年也是我第一年进入 **三张**俱乐部，呵呵。但是似乎一切都不顺利。跟我同龄的朋友却是慢慢得变好及上轨道，反而我跌得更惨然后离轨道越来越远。这样的比较导致我更对自己感觉失望。

With all these bad situation in this starting of  2018, it really tested me how far I can hang on to this bad times. Ya, to handle such negative life it really not an easy task. To adjust how to go through this bad time and how to solve it really drive me crazy. What keeps me can hang on till todag is only to keep reminding me must keep positive. Luckily my friends and family that know my situation always support me and always ask me to stay positive. 

>今年这个很坏的起步真的考验了我如何度过这个很大的考验。这个考验的确让我真的不知如何是好。但是我依然提醒自己明天一定会更好然后继续让自己有正能量继续生活。也很庆幸我有家人和朋友的支持好让我坚持到今天。

Britains Got Talent just launched their another season and started to featured in Youtube. Below video really caught my eyes and it really one of the meaningful show that keep me thinking a lot what i am going through now. You should wath this videos too.

>英国达人秀刚刚拍了新一季然后已经有在YouTube播放了。以下这个达人秀让我看见了人生多么的奥妙然后也看看我现在经历的一切。你也要看看这一个达人秀的表演。

https://youtu.be/Q3jege0p0dQ

This video really keep remind me how I need to force myself to get through this bad situation. I really hope soon everything will turn out positive and can be more smooth. 

>这个影片继续提醒我无论如何一定要逼自己熬过这一切。我很希望我的旅程可以更顺利。

Lastly, hope everyone will not like me go through the bad and keep positive in your life.

>最后希望大家不需要经历不好的然后继续拥有正能量继续生活。