Hi steemit,
As I was saying in my last post football has it’s ups and downs. This season I wasn’t looking to play for my own Age Group which was the U18s I was always trying to play with the U23s then hopefully play with the first team which I did in pre-season.
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When I went back down to the 18s quite rightly I was disappointed not knowing why I had been dropped from the 23s even though I had started majority of the 23s games this season. But as a footballer I have reliesed that I need to think about now and make things right now and not worry too much about the future, and to make sure everything is right now for the future. 
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Playing for the 18s I reletively find easy but the hardest thing was to make everything look easy, thinking and doing are both completely different and doing was the thing I was struggling with, them it came down to playing for the 18s against Sheffield United where I made the game look easy and I made sure everyone see that it was easy for me and that I needed the challenge and the coach was able to see that. Then I went back up to the 23s for a game, a game later I was back with the 18s because we are in a tournament called the FA Youth Cup, we played our first round against a non-league team called whitehawk where the expectations where for me to stand out and be the best player on the park, we then went on to play our second round against an Exeter who were good to be fair but we played well, I got myself an assist which I was happy with. We went on to win that game 2-1. We went on to play QPR in the 3rd round but there will more to come on that game.