I was meant to be playing with the 23s on Monday after not playing on Saturday with the 18s, so i was really prepared for the game and for the session we had on Sunday, so during the session on Sunday with was Match Preparation for the game the 23s had on Monday, i came to realise i was not going to be in teh starting line up which really fustrated me after teh week i had earlier on scoring 2 goals assisting and the game before havign scored and assisted aswell, i wanted to take the form i was in into the next game to fidn out i wasnt starting really fustrated me. But i dealt with it better than i would earlier on in teh season and i felt i trained well.

Then came Match day i knew i wasn't starting but i came with a positive mood, i was happy to be in and around the u23s set up again. we came out as 2-0 winners which was good for the team and im happy. But on a personal note i was really annoyed at the fact that they didn't even bring me in after the form ive been in and at one stage before the opposition went down to 10 men i felt like i could've came on and changed the game. They didn't play me in Saturdays game to not bring me on, i am just disappointed at the fact that i have missed minutes and that i could've played the day before and would've done a job on the bench.![2017-04-14 12.39.29.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmPfGEMAsuRqnE5yNCHFvcm2FrLxRpaCvtLdEQjsGUj72D/2017-04-14%2012.39.29.jpg)

I have been reflecting on why they may have done this, but i felt i had a good training week and i was ready to have a match and show what i have to offer once again.  i guess i just have to be consistent with my matches again and try make them question themselves.