Why do you keep coming back?
You still want to abuse me?
What do I have that you hate so much?
Don't you think you hurt me enough?
You were there since I was born
You were there when I was successful and a failure
You were there when I was used and abused
You were there when I had the perfect one
You were there to destroy the perfect one
I'm tired of you 
Can you go away please 
I'm getting too old for this
I'm tired of fighting you
I'm tired of being strong all the time
Can you please let me rest?
Give me some time to be alone with my thoughts without you interfering with it.
Dark thoughts you were always with me
You make me feel tired and in pain
you make my heart bleed 🩸 as I write this
You know dark thoughts 💭
Eventhough you always cause me pain, sadness, anger, and helplessness
One thing I will respect you the most
Because of you you make me a better writer
Because of you I write ✍️ this now
Because of you the dark thoughts you clouded my mind with is flowing through my fingers 
I guess I can't lose you
You're one with me 
I am you and you are me 
I wish I know what you want so I can free you from this chains you put me on
Maybe you just want to be free and I am your jailer
I wish I have the answer 
I can't breathe properly when you're around 
I can't smile when you're with me 
I have blank expression whenever you come to me and suffocate me
Tell me what you want you know I love to help you dark thoughts
If I let you free will you let go of me with your darkness?
Your darkness is around me let me breathe
Tell me what you want me to do let me help you, you know I can.


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