mtf transition by cfh

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mtf · @cfh · May 22 '17 (edited)

$1.02

mtf transition

Where to start.... when did I got into transitioning from male to female?  

I would like to say first of all, I felt like a woman in my early stages of puberty. I was about 14. I didn't actually know that I was a woman trapped inside a man's body until my sexuality came online.  I've tried to hide it for 20 years before accepting myself, and started a mtf transition.![IMG_20170429_150851543.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmTVuB2mL4YYMfrQErdNR25bdD4TzgDHh8Qe7sk2tYcJ5E/IMG_20170429_150851543.jpg)![IMG_20170424_110937.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmWa4cm97mL3gzSpQCxewqNvLUGNCMdQgqfrm9bpbYRTvo/IMG_20170424_110937.jpg)

I did stopped transitioning, but I still want to get rid of my secondary male proprieties. (facial hair)
![IMG_20170423_133237639.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmVFune49deKxvCeq3svNTfFgaUAK7Rakd2H35uFyE7mVx/IMG_20170423_133237639.jpg)![IMG_20170409_203823182.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmebrpYy9XxV8F1Jof92CBHPAK4aDdoy6ChFeNc8XkXGki/IMG_20170409_203823182.jpg)

I live part time as a woman, part time a man.  
![IMG_20170402_135603705.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmR8C96HTRLDkhVZQmsAUtZfiCiiCJ3BaWNmwyzqqrqnv3/IMG_20170402_135603705.jpg)![IMG_20170401_125836872.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmNZ2gogeRzhMZwhT7JD35RuKR6yzMiJ6xzZ7aScbj3wRJ/IMG_20170401_125836872.jpg)

hrt gave me nice feminine traits in my face! I passed pretty well in public :-)![IMG_20141209_213330644.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmYapiG66jNYVcNFR55n3rx4bQrVd1ngAwGbA2Qzy84zVs/IMG_20141209_213330644.jpg)![IMG_20150124_165957749.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmfAHLUcfTNjqMrpsLaz9Yi6VXxdLMLM66e31T7vvK4eHB/IMG_20150124_165957749.jpg)

if you wish to help me to get rid of my beard (i'm almost there... about 6 sessions left of laser removal then electrolysis) 
here's my bitcoin address

33KMEEBRsXqvV36W41a5bDjCPD7hpbYpqN

thank you! xxxx
nikky

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@amytv · Jul 5 '17

@cfh - I'm glad im not alone around here :) Kisses Amy :)

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@cfh · Jun 16 '18

delete

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@dalerog · Jun 25 '17

Thank you for sharing your story, @cfh.  I am a woman with effing facial hair that needs to be taken care of - the joys of being in my fifties.  Had it all done way back when I was in my late twenties and more has come back.  I can totally feel the pain you go through.  Looking good, I must say!

👍 cfh

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@cfh · Jun 29 '17

You know, when I started removing my facial hair, people started to tell me I was looking 10 years younger.  The cashier in the convenience store asked for my I.D. cards last week and I'm 38.  The little mustache's gone, the younger you look!  Take care, and thank you for your comments!

Nikky xx

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@dalerog · Jun 29 '17

Bonus!

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@inber · May 22 '17

Thank you for sharing your story!

👍 cfh

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@cfh · May 22 '17

I did a short story... with a few pictures... but I could write a book about my experience... it's so complicated to live like this... but like I've always say: I happy day as a woman is better than 100 sad days as a man

nikky xxx

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@pocketechange · Jun 6 '17

That has to be a nightmare, trying to get rid of facial hair...
Anyway, I wanted to stop by and thank you for your upvote
a week or so ago...  Sorry it took so long...
@pocketechange

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@cfh · Jun 6 '17

it hurts so bad, and it cost so much! but the beard shadow was killing my woman side.  so to be happy with my life I decided to get rid of it.  no need to put 3" of foundation to hide it.  I'm pretty satisfied with the results I have so far.  thank you for your support @pocketchange! 
nikky xxx

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@pocketechange · Jun 6 '17

Feel free to communicate with me any
time you feel the need...  Thanks for your
reply...  @pocketechange

👍 cfh

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@steampunk-penny · Jun 12 '17

So great that you found yourself and can bring your uniqueness too the world! I feel you on the hair removal, Im about 9 sessions in, Im doing from face to feet, it can get pretty painful, but totally worth it! Hope your day is amazing!

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@cfh · Jun 17 '17

I'm lucky, I have no body hair, my body is like a honda civic, it can be pimped from a gender to another,  but my sexual identity remains the same, i'm a woman.  still living with the scars of my attempt of trying to live as a man, but slowly and at my pace, I'm knowing me, my limits, and respecting my transition pace. 

nikky xxx

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properties (23)vote details (1)

voter	weight	wgt%	rshares	pct	time
cfh	0 B		1,198,498,847	100%