This was written at a point in my life when I was getting back on my feet. I was in a good place. That didn't last long anyway. But now? Now things are much different and much better. I'm almost at that place where I know I'm completely healed. I can feel it. Perhaps the universe finally heard my prayers. And I love the feeling. Take a look. ***  I found my voice Amidst cracks and patches, Croaking in the beginning Like a frog in a dirt puddle, Wiggling itβs weak tail. I found the words Amidst debris and stones, Written in unclear letters, Hidden under the soil, Waiting for me to come through. I found my feet Amidst sore joints and muscles, Struggling to stand upright Like a new born. Falling without aid. I found them Amidst worn boots and jeans, With holes on each pair, The threads and pins sitting beside them, Waiting for me to stitch them up. I found my strength Amidst feeble muscles and sinews, Stretching warily in the morning Like an old chair, Creaking when stepped on. I found it Amidst lost hope and dreams. Each looking me in the eye, Pleading in mockery, Daring me to make a move. I found my pen Amidst shredded books and rat faeces, Dusty and rotten with age, Like an abandoned castle Covered with cobwebs and peeling paint. I found it Amidst weak papers and smeared ink, Splattered as if on purpose, Blurring the letters and numbers, Awaiting my arrival. <center>https://fontmeme.com/permalink/180923/8161d4637d4fe4c81ea0aa136f466fc8.png</center> *** [<sub>image source</sub>](https://www.freepik.com/free-photo/sporty-woman-feeling-alive_929557.htm#page=1&query=Alive&position=9)
| author | chinyerevivian |
|---|---|
| permlink | alive |
| category | hive-114105 |
| json_metadata | {"tags":["poetry","creativecoin","neoxian","writing","freewrite","powerhousecreatives","healing"],"image":{},"links":{},"app":"hiveblog/0.1","format":"markdown"} |
| created | 2020-12-02 16:03:39 |
| last_update | 2020-12-02 16:03:39 |
| depth | 0 |
| children | 5 |
| last_payout | 2020-12-09 16:03:39 |
| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
| total_payout_value | 2.386 HBD |
| curator_payout_value | 2.311 HBD |
| pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| promoted | 0.000 HBD |
| body_length | 1,766 |
| author_reputation | 57,971,250,805,025 |
| root_title | Alive |
| beneficiaries | [] |
| max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
| percent_hbd | 10,000 |
| post_id | 100,781,232 |
| net_rshares | 21,565,113,737,168 |
| author_curate_reward | "" |
| voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| tombstone | 0 | 9,722,090,295 | 0.45% | ||
| onealfa | 0 | 25,849,365,579 | 1.37% | ||
| kevinwong | 0 | 205,082,649,914 | 2.5% | ||
| churdtzu | 0 | 53,928,506,823 | 33% | ||
| kennyskitchen | 0 | 28,469,938,941 | 11% | ||
| kaylinart | 0 | 3,852,225,595 | 2.5% | ||
| mammasitta | 0 | 3,484,668,520 | 0.58% | ||
| good-karma | 0 | 103,730,194,547 | 5.81% | ||
| roelandp | 0 | 98,149,451,493 | 2.02% | ||
| matt-a | 0 | 650,175,663 | 1.5% | ||
| gikitiki | 0 | 2,188,727,273 | 4.04% | ||
| arcange | 0 | 101,046,254,277 | 2% | ||
| sinzzer | 0 | 3,351,009,626 | 5% | ||
| sokoloffa | 0 | 3,349,651,213 | 7.5% | ||
| arconite | 0 | 850,361,025 | 1.25% | ||
| raphaelle | 0 | 1,980,972,167 | 2% | ||
| joshglen | 0 | 802,288,197 | 7.5% | ||
| happyphoenix | 0 | 4,668,001,672 | 5% | ||
| webdeals | 0 | 104,523,053,271 | 5% | ||
| sterlinluxan | 0 | 8,682,534,836 | 20% | ||
| randomblock1 | 0 | 931,473,693 | 15% | ||
| alchemage | 0 | 5,278,099,823 | 18% | ||
| theb0red1 | 0 | 9,519,718,412 | 5% | ||
| burntmd | 0 | 1,313,020,132 | 11% | ||
| johnvibes | 0 | 6,496,936,953 | 2.2% | ||
| elamental | 0 | 26,797,005,155 | 17% | ||
| catherinebleish | 0 | 1,099,766,038 | 5.5% | ||
| rangertx | 0 | 11,623,172,661 | 5% | ||
| terrybrock | 0 | 5,002,450,450 | 5.5% | ||
| jungleonion | 0 | 5,317,432,260 | 5% | ||
| dannyshine | 0 | 2,518,731,762 | 3.85% | ||
| brightstar | 0 | 547,084,401 | 1.65% | ||
| mikehere | 0 | 974,749,162 | 5% | ||
| dbroze | 0 | 17,377,944,199 | 11% | ||
| freebornangel | 0 | 2,290,780,410 | 23% | ||
| clayboyn | 0 | 41,559,169,354 | 12.5% | ||
| wearechange-co | 0 | 14,554,632,185 | 11% | ||
| rymlen | 0 | 3,246,620,427 | 5% | ||
| gamer00 | 0 | 7,482,014,070 | 0.75% | ||
| makinstuff | 0 | 6,112,655,842 | 5.5% | ||
| nikv | 0 | 46,990,800,163 | 50% | ||
| keuudeip | 0 | 1,905,080,509 | 8.08% | ||
| esteemapp | 0 | 87,240,286,391 | 5.81% | ||
| bigtakosensei | 0 | 3,248,873,529 | 5% | ||
| ethandsmith | 0 | 10,935,248,685 | 2.02% | ||
| elizacheng | 0 | 10,223,875,295 | 5% | ||
| erikaflynn | 0 | 1,225,319,991 | 2.42% | ||
| steemitboard | 0 | 8,578,660,874 | 3% | ||
| hattaarshavin | 0 | 19,500,102,427 | 5% | ||
| ambyr00 | 0 | 528,573,623 | 0.11% | ||
| tabea | 0 | 5,968,417,986 | 4.04% | ||
| teammo | 0 | 184,723,062,281 | 100% | ||
| intrepidthinker | 0 | 21,661,084,458 | 5% | ||
| pouchon | 0 | 221,232,984,359 | 5% | ||
| sharkface | 0 | 39,882,889,202 | 5% | ||
| freebornsociety | 0 | 2,148,553,536 | 12% | ||
| haileyscomet | 0 | 596,226,948 | 20% | ||
| sames | 0 | 2,966,678,497 | 5% | ||
| linakay | 0 | 2,229,340,490 | 5% | ||
| pwny | 0 | 5,113,664,573 | 5% | ||
| whatamidoing | 0 | 63,548,002,381 | 4% | ||
| holm | 0 | 63,332,501,368 | 5% | ||
| jagged | 0 | 1,126,628,849 | 1.21% | ||
| roomservice | 0 | 46,399,404,583 | 1.2% | ||
| world-travel-pro | 0 | 21,218,759,831 | 5% | ||
| bitrocker2020 | 0 | 65,340,213,275 | 5% | ||
| btcvenom | 0 | 28,051,167,128 | 5% | ||
| tj4real | 0 | 43,489,413,485 | 5% | ||
| steempearls | 0 | 0 | 2.02% | ||
| isaria | 0 | 552,345,738,776 | 25% | ||
| reloadbeatbox | 0 | 1,034,913,213 | 5% | ||
| wishmaiden | 0 | 470,832,650 | 7.5% | ||
| antimedia | 0 | 1,705,544,105 | 11% | ||
| greatvideos | 0 | 2,836,250,190 | 5% | ||
| zerotoone | 0 | 2,986,911,872 | 7.5% | ||
| roncoejr | 0 | 1,251,518,911 | 5% | ||
| gingerninja | 0 | 1,873,483,002 | 10% | ||
| moemanmoesly | 0 | 8,116,459,642 | 5% | ||
| jaynie | 0 | 343,907,554,187 | 20% | ||
| spectrumecons | 0 | 795,030,272,964 | 16% | ||
| jayna | 0 | 7,202,584,748 | 2.02% | ||
| colinhoward | 0 | 2,769,468,985 | 13% | ||
| duckmast3r | 0 | 2,402,231,439 | 5% | ||
| ruth-girl | 0 | 475,139,694,637 | 100% | ||
| binkyprod | 0 | 2,447,200,080 | 2.75% | ||
| bryandivisions | 0 | 3,831,631,666 | 11% | ||
| captainquack22 | 0 | 121,908,680,267 | 100% | ||
| sallybeth23 | 0 | 5,787,618,843 | 5% | ||
| felt.buzz | 0 | 10,067,430,941 | 2.02% | ||
| heart-to-heart | 0 | 1,335,396,003 | 2.2% | ||
| vincentnijman | 0 | 43,100,235,592 | 15% | ||
| phelimint | 0 | 2,474,432,716 | 5% | ||
| macchiata | 0 | 1,327,566,983 | 4.04% | ||
| resiliencia | 0 | 39,747,373,044 | 5% | ||
| sevillaespino | 0 | 23,188,952,004 | 5% | ||
| otage | 0 | 47,838,613,195 | 5% | ||
| a-alice | 0 | 1,860,958,770 | 7.5% | ||
| aaronleang | 0 | 4,097,335,436 | 5% | ||
| tribesteemup | 0 | 3,401,036,404,737 | 11% | ||
| aftabkhan10 | 0 | 9,384,847,478 | 5% | ||
| cflclosers | 0 | 1,910,978,413 | 5% | ||
| djlethalskillz | 0 | 2,909,850,519 | 5% | ||
| kimzwarch | 0 | 11,334,833,321 | 4% | ||
| salim001 | 0 | 483,196,574 | 7.5% | ||
| bradfordtennyson | 0 | 2,679,099,313 | 2.5% | ||
| chimzycash | 0 | 5,074,662,342 | 5% | ||
| markjason | 0 | 1,125,407,393 | 4.04% | ||
| voxmonkey | 0 | 304,685,946 | 100% | ||
| solarsupermama | 0 | 2,105,328,219 | 11% | ||
| davidke20 | 0 | 11,769,056,569 | 5% | ||
| therealwolf | 0 | 526,057,120,174 | 1.61% | ||
| taskmaster4450 | 0 | 90,433,605,195 | 2.75% | ||
| roleerob | 0 | 94,521,464,133 | 15% | ||
| revisesociology | 0 | 30,438,996,032 | 2.2% | ||
| suheri | 0 | 603,403,028 | 7.5% | ||
| thedarkhorse | 0 | 599,691,901 | 1% | ||
| jlsplatts | 0 | 19,965,048,595 | 2% | ||
| canadianrenegade | 0 | 5,999,216,327 | 5% | ||
| zord189 | 0 | 20,619,704,261 | 5% | ||
| esteem.app | 0 | 1,797,322,224 | 6.15% | ||
| vegoutt-travel | 0 | 10,407,068,481 | 16% | ||
| kieranpearson | 0 | 1,229,359,384 | 33% | ||
| jaforce | 0 | 2,074,592,458 | 5% | ||
| namchau | 0 | 3,299,620,497 | 70% | ||
| dandays | 0 | 4,836,632,667 | 1.05% | ||
| dbooster | 0 | 2,251,426,937 | 5% | ||
| maverickfoo | 0 | 13,923,348,209 | 50% | ||
| michaeljn | 0 | 7,423,249,847 | 5% | ||
| notimetospace | 0 | 602,349,407 | 5% | ||
| fknmayhem | 0 | 2,393,993,766 | 3.39% | ||
| myach | 0 | 13,237,023,929 | 5% | ||
| tworealsolutions | 0 | 2,230,843,774 | 5% | ||
| new-world-steem | 0 | 21,087,605,236 | 23% | ||
| mattroconnor | 0 | 1,362,493,792 | 5% | ||
| xabi | 0 | 19,919,614,060 | 5% | ||
| halleyleow | 0 | 4,573,785,687 | 80% | ||
| nomad-magus | 0 | 3,794,836,748 | 11% | ||
| trucklife-family | 0 | 472,985,117,437 | 100% | ||
| smartsteem | 0 | 110,128,174,126 | 1.61% | ||
| lishu | 0 | 2,082,467,752 | 11% | ||
| belleamie | 0 | 551,092,829 | 2.75% | ||
| iamthegray | 0 | 558,554,528 | 100% | ||
| careywedler | 0 | 6,838,729,690 | 11% | ||
| elderson | 0 | 984,543,354 | 5% | ||
| bebeomega | 0 | 688,015,785 | 10% | ||
| firststeps | 0 | 776,838,652 | 5.5% | ||
| solips | 0 | 291,044,625,144 | 100% | ||
| krishool | 0 | 25,406,191,861 | 35% | ||
| eaglespirit | 0 | 10,135,410,213 | 5% | ||
| sco | 0 | 4,354,178,122 | 4.84% | ||
| daltono | 0 | 66,291,943,627 | 5% | ||
| kaerpediem | 0 | 187,018,757,011 | 100% | ||
| zpzn | 0 | 2,239,092,020 | 5% | ||
| mountainjewel | 0 | 15,453,980,290 | 5.5% | ||
| slacktmusic | 0 | 666,585,046 | 5% | ||
| dynamicgreentk | 0 | 1,286,238,268 | 15% | ||
| moxieme | 0 | 1,291,635,000 | 20% | ||
| bengy | 0 | 6,600,532,449 | 5% | ||
| gandhibaba | 0 | 18,545,268,624 | 5% | ||
| hadji | 0 | 878,438,521 | 4.04% | ||
| enmaart | 0 | 6,121,723,159 | 5% | ||
| ikrahch | 0 | 21,265,632,255 | 5% | ||
| badmusgreene | 0 | 4,870,883,572 | 5% | ||
| joeliew | 0 | 3,581,846,884 | 100% | ||
| icuz | 0 | 3,779,101,767 | 70% | ||
| jlordc | 0 | 6,735,330,285 | 5% | ||
| lemony-cricket | 0 | 38,590,366,191 | 4.04% | ||
| vamos-amigo | 0 | 4,049,019,726 | 100% | ||
| numberofthingz | 0 | 165,915,861,952 | 5% | ||
| moeenali | 0 | 19,899,377,915 | 5% | ||
| mamun123456 | 0 | 1,235,542,384 | 5% | ||
| funkymunky20000 | 0 | 579,787,292 | 5% | ||
| borrowedearth | 0 | 847,483,125 | 5.5% | ||
| hempress | 0 | 905,011,150 | 11% | ||
| iipoh06 | 0 | 536,636,803 | 100% | ||
| madefrance | 0 | 3,453,717,240 | 8.08% | ||
| blervin | 0 | 4,895,651,361 | 8.08% | ||
| mosunomotunde | 0 | 15,730,454,641 | 100% | ||
| vegan.niinja | 0 | 3,183,528,282 | 22% | ||
| homestead-guru | 0 | 3,508,503,744 | 5.5% | ||
| forester-joe | 0 | 713,377,200 | 1.5% | ||
| tamala | 0 | 606,063,658 | 3% | ||
| steemsmarter | 0 | 1,439,617,172 | 3.63% | ||
| randumb | 0 | 3,202,958,740 | 5% | ||
| frassman | 0 | 795,584,533 | 5% | ||
| babarakas43 | 0 | 5,385,573,210 | 5% | ||
| antisocialists | 0 | 715,820,378 | 11.5% | ||
| evlachsblog | 0 | 1,284,808,127 | 5% | ||
| antisocialist | 0 | 32,621,422,289 | 7% | ||
| vonaurolacu | 0 | 1,213,537,651 | 2.5% | ||
| azircon | 0 | 1,187,538,133,952 | 6.86% | ||
| shaheerbari | 0 | 1,774,279,735 | 10% | ||
| scottshots | 0 | 5,195,552,915 | 5% | ||
| greendeliverence | 0 | 2,235,788,195 | 5% | ||
| truce | 0 | 116,332,193,260 | 5% | ||
| hypersonic1 | 0 | 23,139,184,364 | 5% | ||
| celestialcow | 0 | 1,473,131,484 | 2.42% | ||
| sanderjansenart | 0 | 916,197,358 | 0.55% | ||
| rawn | 0 | 4,181,618,821 | 5% | ||
| mimidee74 | 0 | 1,059,995,970 | 5% | ||
| koenau | 0 | 5,508,657,933 | 2.5% | ||
| thomasbrown | 0 | 6,806,671,300 | 5% | ||
| demondantv | 0 | 4,026,480,806 | 5% | ||
| yameen | 0 | 34,424,038,301 | 5% | ||
| bobaphet | 0 | 3,788,259,194 | 10% | ||
| headcrypto | 0 | 733,692,409 | 5% | ||
| tiket | 0 | 2,216,366,137 | 5% | ||
| tijntje | 0 | 592,116,017 | 4.04% | ||
| vinnieleow | 0 | 4,264,878,421 | 90% | ||
| kgakakillerg | 0 | 32,560,982,635 | 10% | ||
| cryptokannon | 0 | 2,136,093,749 | 5% | ||
| saboin | 0 | 25,162,259,035 | 2.69% | ||
| steemitbloggers | 0 | 614,218,357,953 | 100% | ||
| chinyerevivian | 0 | 4,170,927,020 | 5% | ||
| msearles | 0 | 1,492,645,625 | 15% | ||
| artemislives | 0 | 21,006,267,581 | 5.5% | ||
| a1-shroom-spores | 0 | 5,362,060,397 | 7.5% | ||
| rightwing670 | 0 | 10,799,608,055 | 5% | ||
| ikarus56 | 0 | 1,555,193,400 | 8% | ||
| omotundegirls | 0 | 7,751,414,917 | 100% | ||
| ragnar94 | 0 | 938,199,959 | 5% | ||
| amahovac93 | 0 | 21,529,924,533 | 5% | ||
| rachelleignacio | 0 | 886,709,312 | 7.5% | ||
| adam.tran | 0 | 878,928,039 | 7.5% | ||
| archisteem | 0 | 1,232,210,482 | 7.5% | ||
| steemxp | 0 | 756,011,801 | 5% | ||
| bdmillergallery | 0 | 189,557,732,414 | 19% | ||
| cambridgeport90 | 0 | 634,478,607 | 5.5% | ||
| metama | 0 | 599,901,069 | 5.5% | ||
| uche-nna | 0 | 124,930,143,754 | 100% | ||
| sgbonus | 0 | 1,834,505,580 | 1% | ||
| lagtv | 0 | 905,487,124 | 5% | ||
| melissaofficial | 0 | 4,030,574,266 | 5% | ||
| byebyehamburgers | 0 | 2,046,800,612 | 5% | ||
| inspirewithwords | 0 | 29,756,961,433 | 1.65% | ||
| remotehorst23 | 0 | 8,585,650,096 | 8.08% | ||
| mannacurrency | 0 | 2,225,446,862 | 1.1% | ||
| dynamicsteemians | 0 | 1,777,572,432 | 15% | ||
| nattybongo | 0 | 19,694,218,953 | 5% | ||
| angelica7 | 0 | 1,906,438,895 | 2.25% | ||
| emsonic | 0 | 13,680,252,495 | 5% | ||
| lilzmom902 | 0 | 1,627,163,089 | 5% | ||
| nutritree | 0 | 725,215,098 | 1.65% | ||
| lifeskills-tv | 0 | 2,110,433,396 | 4.04% | ||
| ireenchew | 0 | 21,457,711,757 | 5% | ||
| jluvs2fly | 0 | 10,125,052,610 | 5% | ||
| anttn | 0 | 7,138,182,806 | 30% | ||
| voxmortis | 0 | 1,444,324,877 | 0.8% | ||
| justinchicken | 0 | 803,258,641 | 5% | ||
| theexcelclub | 0 | 8,369,196,394 | 5% | ||
| maeusenews | 0 | 1,946,882,209 | 5% | ||
| cryptohodlgroup | 0 | 10,114,273,143 | 5% | ||
| hiatus | 0 | 2,194,613,362 | 5% | ||
| pboulet | 0 | 533,843,649 | 0.6% | ||
| porters | 0 | 18,334,647,084 | 20% | ||
| inature | 0 | 496,898,246 | 5% | ||
| bobby.madagascar | 0 | 1,634,234,503 | 5% | ||
| cliffagreen | 0 | 3,051,093,058 | 100% | ||
| marfonso | 0 | 113,778,449,586 | 5% | ||
| macoolette | 0 | 3,424,700,927 | 2.42% | ||
| cryptoxicate | 0 | 138,352,923,080 | 5% | ||
| jimbi | 0 | 2,703,868,022 | 5% | ||
| thevil | 0 | 14,889,779,211 | 4.04% | ||
| craignow | 0 | 755,042,399 | 5% | ||
| bichen | 0 | 1,808,863,566 | 100% | ||
| sasaadrian | 0 | 17,467,206,923 | 20% | ||
| milky-concrete | 0 | 13,763,124,911 | 4.04% | ||
| new-steemit | 0 | 65,733,087,218 | 8.08% | ||
| adalger | 0 | 10,037,320,412 | 0.8% | ||
| nworb | 0 | 2,821,105,492 | 5% | ||
| vibesforlife | 0 | 3,382,986,898 | 15% | ||
| ketcom | 0 | 2,788,534,322 | 5% | ||
| bia.birch | 0 | 831,671,185 | 5.5% | ||
| solaiman | 0 | 21,542,598,518 | 5% | ||
| brucutu | 0 | 20,931,599,661 | 5% | ||
| robmojo | 0 | 1,900,351,144 | 0.8% | ||
| hedidylan | 0 | 758,424,477 | 10% | ||
| ferrate | 0 | 3,766,000,433 | 5% | ||
| bittrio | 0 | 526,067,560 | 5% | ||
| tankadiary | 0 | 74,048,392 | 3.19% | ||
| tribevibes | 0 | 21,121,347,757 | 11% | ||
| cryptovues | 0 | 2,725,102,684 | 5% | ||
| muskan-haider | 0 | 650,146,331 | 5% | ||
| e-r-k-a-n | 0 | 4,090,189,662 | 5% | ||
| goodcontentbot | 0 | 807,135,095 | 15% | ||
| tulwave | 0 | 1,786,444,062 | 5% | ||
| paleotwist | 0 | 1,308,996,086 | 5% | ||
| a-secondchance | 0 | 594,472,165 | 5% | ||
| fintian | 0 | 526,114,318 | 100% | ||
| hans001 | 0 | 1,932,225,638 | 5% | ||
| goodcontentbot1 | 0 | 1,280,719,820 | 90% | ||
| c4cristi3 | 0 | 3,220,301,012 | 5% | ||
| ano123 | 0 | 33,735,077,754 | 5% | ||
| jackramsey | 0 | 843,946,411 | 4.25% | ||
| backscratcher | 0 | 2,048,658,495 | 5% | ||
| rocketpower | 0 | 2,597,334,712 | 100% | ||
| curtley | 0 | 532,174,823 | 100% | ||
| x-tech | 0 | 1,611,412,161 | 5% | ||
| epicdice | 0 | 18,413,996,057 | 2.42% | ||
| steelborne | 0 | 2,543,039,712 | 20% | ||
| xyzxyz | 0 | 2,135,034,830 | 5% | ||
| aboutheraklion | 0 | 965,662,522 | 100% | ||
| dark.light | 0 | 904,110,784 | 5% | ||
| tinyhousecryptos | 0 | 524,518,999 | 5% | ||
| evanstinger | 0 | 1,900,473,250 | 5% | ||
| octalmage | 0 | 3,846,816,458 | 5% | ||
| haleakala | 0 | 11,245,743,684 | 8.8% | ||
| maxwellmarcusart | 0 | 173,894,274,654 | 39% | ||
| aekraj | 0 | 3,927,148,542 | 5% | ||
| kgswallet | 0 | 542,232,618 | 20% | ||
| h-hamilton | 0 | 6,162,595,054 | 5% | ||
| supremebape | 0 | 9,159,966,556 | 5% | ||
| kryptoking1 | 0 | 2,460,425,157 | 5% | ||
| atyh | 0 | 635,376,882 | 5% | ||
| steemer-sayu907 | 0 | 26,075,087,756 | 5% | ||
| psycultureradio | 0 | 4,836,227,597 | 8.58% | ||
| oniemaniego | 0 | 452,008,204 | 4.04% | ||
| build-it | 0 | 2,033,266,482 | 0.88% | ||
| curangel | 0 | 6,842,169,739,440 | 8.08% | ||
| dpoll.witness | 0 | 542,196,204 | 4.04% | ||
| naej | 0 | 933,750,050 | 5% | ||
| joshmania | 0 | 4,768,486,886 | 4.04% | ||
| chris-uk | 0 | 10,908,065,382 | 100% | ||
| fenngen | 0 | 3,638,303,197 | 5.5% | ||
| toni.ccc | 0 | 98,969,449 | 3.19% | ||
| photosnap | 0 | 2,180,205,914 | 5% | ||
| lbebagz | 0 | 542,904,274 | 5% | ||
| groove-logic | 0 | 538,159,782 | 7.5% | ||
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Nice that you found that pen and wrote away at these beautiful words It's always looking for the beauty in the crazies and allowing it to blossom
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Beauty in the crazies. I like that. I think it was my pen that found me this time. Thanks for stopping by.
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I am so glad to hear that you are in a better place, I know these past few months have been tough on you. You really described your suffering in here, the imagery is very vivid and it resonated with me a lot. A beautiful poem @chinyerevivian xxxx
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Thank you, Ash. It has been better and I'm really grateful for it. I'm embracing the moment and I see it lasting this which is a good thing. It's been a while. How have you been? Love and light π
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