Fathers' Day was two days ago and I kind of ignored it. I refused to pay attention. I did it intentionally anyway. My dad passed in June, 2016 – two years ago. Been thinking a lot about him, so I just jumped and passed all Fathers' Day posts on Steemit and Facebook. Anyway, today I managed to scribble a few lines of poem.  [<sub>Source</sub>](https://pixabay.com/en/man-daughter-scene-girl-lady-sister-brot-863085/) *** Here: <center>***In Life*** <sub>Baby, that’s what you call me The first thing you say as you lay eyes on me Everyday, I stand by the door Waiting for you to come home Watching for that beautiful smile on your face Because it’s the one thing I always wish for The only thing that keeps me sane and focused</sub></center> <center>***In Illness*** <sub>The light never leaves your eyes Even in the weakest of moments I look at you and I see hope I hold onto it when everything is gone I forget how much I dislike hospitals Watching the tubes and your chest rise and fall I hold your hands and will everything away</sub></center> <center>***In death*** <sub>It’s okay to cry and rant, they say to me I pick up the phone and listen till I understand no more I never object to the hugs and heartfelt wishes Somehow I know they are bound to come Why did you leave? I ask myself Maybe it’s time, a voice answers in my head I don’t want to believe it but it’s the only reasonable answer</sub></center> <center>***After Dark*** <sub>I miss you terribly I think about you all the time Two years is enough to heal, some may say Maybe they are right after all I think of you without pain and tears But with smiles and fond memories Wherever you may be, I know it’s what you want for me</sub></center> *** <center>***Thanks for stopping by!*** ***What are your thoughts?***</center>
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All the feels on this poem :(
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Wow, these are beautiful words Viv. Dad would be proud of the lady you've become. Stay strong.
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This gave me chills... I can feel each word as authentic pain.
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