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hive-126152 · @coinjoe · 2025-05-21T09:23:06+00:00

$8.75

Weird

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Lately it has been a dreary time around here. It has been raining and I have thinking a lot about loss. Why is it that the rain and gloomy weather sometimes brings on gloomy thoughts?

Rainy weather doesn't alays do this for me, it sometimes is comfroting and even when it is thundering, I can sleep like a baby. Not sure why this is.

Weird?

Yeah, I am weird, but not sure this is, because after doing some Google-Fu I found both cases are normal for most part. Anyway, as I was saying, I have been thinking about loss, especially since saying goodbye to my Bailey girl.

I miss my night time confidant. The night seems so quite now without her to talk to. I find myself looking over where her bed used to be often at nights. Then there are the moments I find myself starting to talk to her, then realizing she is not there.

Weird?

Maybe, but I look back at other loss and realize I had similar experiences as well with them. The recent loss of @itz.inno mother made me think of when I lost mine a over 12 years ago.

There were many times after I would look at thephone on certain days and think I should call mom and then realize she was gone. The phone would ring and I would hope it was her and then then I would quickly remember she was not with us anymore.

It took time before those feelings faded. The pain is still there, but it is not so easily triggered by environmental factors like they used to be.

Now that I look back, most loss I have expeierenced is kind of like that. When you do think about it, there is the hurt and when it is a recent loss it is easily triggered by all kinds of environmental factors. As tiem goes on though, you learn to cope.

Occasionally though there is an uncommon smell or a song that brings back a memory and that hurt just pours forward in an uncontrollable fashion. MOst times I'm able to push it back down and move on, but sometimes I just have to find a private place; you know hat I mean?

Weird?

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Thanks for reading,
Joe

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@bozz · 2025-05-21T11:44:27+00:00

$0.04

Have you dreamed about your dog yet?  Oddly, that really helped me the first time I dreamed about Jovi after she was gone.  It's not really something you can control though and that is what sucks about it!

👍 coinjoe

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@coinjoe · 2025-05-21T13:39:21+00:00

$0.03

I haven’t about my Bailey girl yet. However I have them about other family and friends that I’ve lost and it does help I agree.    Weird

👍 bozz, endhivewatchers

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@ekavieka · 2025-05-22T03:25:42+00:00

$0.02

There will be times when you will remember the lost one, and it is understandable especially when we are not doing things at that moment. I think it is not weird at all, it shows how they meant to you. 
It take time, but would heal, we start to let go off the loss, keeping in mind that the lost one has found a better place else where. 
sending some !LUV tou you my friend

👍 coinjoe

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@coinjoe · 2025-05-22T09:38:57+00:00

Thank you. I think maybe it has a great deal to do with the idle mind as well.

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@luvshares · 2025-05-22T03:25:48+00:00

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@ssg-community · 2025-05-21T09:28:03+00:00

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@tengolotodo · 2025-05-21T21:12:27+00:00

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Time is a great healer or should I say it lessens the pain of grief.
You never know what you see or hear that trigger things. I know Bailey was such big part of your life. Took me ages before the pain lessens from losing a pup. Am thinking of you and feel you

👍 coinjoe

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@coinjoe · 2025-05-21T21:28:21+00:00

I appreciate the thoughts friend. Yeah it was just crazy how the gloomy weather brought on all this thought of loss. It wasn’t just Bailey, it was thoughts of many family and friends I’ve lost. May just need to stay busier inside the house when it’s bad weather outside.

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@tengolotodo · 2025-05-22T10:24:51+00:00

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Well I am with, I find rain and gloomy weather depressing, a huge reason why I don't do well in the winter.

👍 coinjoe

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@thebighigg · 2025-05-23T12:44:33+00:00

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Completely normal, grieving the loss of a parent never really goes away completely. My mom died over ten years ago and every day I still miss her. Now after losing your Bailey it brings back more of those thoughts of loss. Smells and sounds bring back memories for me and most people, you aren't alone. 

How are you holding up?

👍 coinjoe

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@coinjoe · 2025-05-23T13:09:09+00:00

I imagined I’m not alone. It can suck but we all have to move forward with the good memories.

I’m holding up okay. How about you?

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