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I could not wait again to feel much better after my dialysis, it had been like that ever since I went for my first dialysis about sixteen years ago. But then was different because I wasn't getting enough dialysis with its efficiency factor because of the way I am dialyzed and the frequency as well as the type of dialyzer that I am using which made the quality of mmy dialysis not so good.

Add to my demise the information that i should have learned about what I should do or not do regarding my diet and surgeries that should be performed so that I won't end up like I am now. So I wasn't informed and that took a toll on my health which you can see from me today. My bones just grew weaker because of the complications arising from systemic imbalances because of my kidney failure.

But in this latter part of my condition I was able to inform myself thanks to the information from the Internet and it did helped me to save myself and choose for myself which is the best option to take if it is feasible for me to do. So now at least the information that I have learned made me well at some point and did good for my well-being.

Dialysis is never a solution, it is just a way to bridge the life of a person. But now I have learned that it is better for a patient to die than to be in dialysis for a long time because the complications to the bone makes their lives a living hell. The patient get bound to the bed plus with pain, so living is not that good as you cannot do anything anymore except in my case I can still blog but pursuing anything else is very hard especially if the people around is not helping or at least believe that you still cling to hope that everything can get better.