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Today this late afternoon I have tried to use the bathroom without using any pain reliever prior. I am just elated to experience that my body really in a short period of time in taking an additional dose of my Parathyroid medicine which I believe was the factor there and I could be near the normal levels of PTH in the current time.

If this would continue then I will be having my bones to regenerate and thus would really wipe away my body pains as long as I am taking my Parathyroid medicine "Cinacalcet" regularly as well as my Vitamins like vitamin K2, D3, and Calcium Carbonate which I needed.

Now I am confident that I will get more better and better considering that I just started to add one dose of Cinacalcet. But of course I just have to also continue to endure its appetiteloss side-effects. That is why I am really sad about it because every meal that I eat seems like I am just having it for me to survive because I could not enjoy eating anymore and it has been a while like that already.

But I must choose the appetiteloss than having to suffer lingering pain where sometimes I do not want my parents to touch me while assisting me like going to the bathroom and such because my whole body's joints are crying in pain.

So the sole option for now is for me to take Cinacalcet because it is the drug alternative for Parathyroidectomy where the patient needs not to take Cinacalcet anymore because there will be no more or not much of Parathyroid gland to pump its destructive excessive hormones into the bloodstream.

I still am longing about that kind of operation so that at least I could eat normally and at the same time enjoy it even if it is a simple food like what I was experiencing before I had took this nasty drug which is not just hard to take but also hard to buy because of its expensive price.