Yesterday was a shit show for me and my mental health. I napped 3 times during the day and I did not feeling any better after any of the naps. <center><sub>I did nothing</sub></center> Not doing anything throughout the day on purpose is an idea I can get behind. But feeling captured within my own mind and struggling to make any decision the entire day is not fun. I don't have these days often and I am grateful for that, but then when they comes I don't know how to handle them. It does feel a bit like being depressed for 1 day, very strange. On days like these, I don't eve feel like watching any YT and I watch a different stuff, like Science, World News and something like Mindcraft, but nothing can satisfice me on days like this. I have the feeling that stuff like YT and my laptop have something to do with it because I would love to anything else than sit in front of my computer often, but I am not sure what to do beside that, so thats properly 1 reason I feel a bit overwhelmed by all of the choices I have and therefor I end up doing nothing at all. <h1><center>Paralized by Choice</center></h1> Having ADHD is also not helping at all with controlling the mind and the ideas thag pop into my head. --- Last thing. Kudos to myself for writing a post about Solar Panels yesterday though.
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| crossculture | 0 | 78,249,463,829 | 15% | ||
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I know how it feels at PTSD to the mix and it really is frustrating at times. Hopefully you have a better day today
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Adding PTSD to the mix, seems like a worse situation :/ I am honestly feel pretty good today. 8 hours of sleep does wonders :P Thanks, hope you have a good day aswell buddy :D
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Yeah it's definitely not easy for anyone. We should all have compassion for it the challenges that everyone faces.
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