Today was kinda ok, kinda annoying. Smooth enough day until I forgot my radio was in my pocket. The driver said he'll give it back when he goes back to work. 

These little things annoy me a lot. Stresses me out a lot. Wish I could like just make a change in my life and do something I want. *'Ya don't always get what ya want'* yeah everyone knows that song unfortunately. 

I am getting slightly more comfortable speaking in front of a camera which is cool, I guess. Still blogging still using Hive. 

I'm just in a meh, depressed mood. Maybe I should just stop worrying and just deal with problems as they come. 

I tried calling work to make sure the driver returned the walkie, but nobody answered. I don't even want the stupid radio man. I don't even use it. They give me the shitty one with out a strap or mouthpiece so it's like easy to forget I have it. I'm not gonna put it in my shirt pocket so then it falls out and into the dang conveyer belt. They're like 600 bucks apparently. 

Ugh. I hate working usually. I don't care man. Just meh. Life sucks 90 percent of the time. What's the point of this shit lol. Hive on folks.