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somos seres perfectos, tanto física como psicológicamente lo comprobamos siempre, pues ya solo el hecho de que exista la palabra “critica” significa que no estamos de acuerdo con algo que está sucediendo y con el físico o actitudes de una persona pasa muchísimo. Darse cuenta uno mismo de sus imperfecciones es un paso de algo que últimamente he llamado mucho “crecimiento”, pero me he dado cuenta poco a poco que aunque se cuales son mis imperfecciones sigo sin lograr al 100% irme de ellas, toda esta reflexión me hizo recordar 2015.
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ese año tenía dos malas costumbres que me costaron mucho quitármelas, porque me pasa como ahora, las hago y parte de mi no se da cuenta porque sintió que algo fluyó normal, que no hice nada malo y sigo adelante, cuando no es así porque, aunque en esa época me lo hacían saber tarde, cuando me lo decían sentía un dolor en el pecho inmenso, mi cerebro se paraba por un segundo diciéndome “¿Lo hice sentir así de mal?”, siempre me siento mal al darme cuenta y obvio me duele al triple porque se que pareciera que no me importa, pues lo hice sabiendo que era algo que debía cambiar.
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Una de esas malas costumbres era golpear, o tocar muy fuerte, a las personas mientras me comunicaba o me expresaba, existen personas que no le molesta pero llegaba un punto que yo me pasaba, y la otra era mis comentarios hacia los demás, sin importar si los conocía o no hacia comentarios innecesarios que incomodaban y hasta alejaban a las personas, de cualquier tipo ya sea porque yo creía que era gracioso o creía que era una buena manera de mostrar que “no soy una tonta”. La primera la eliminé por completo y la segunda de verdad la cambié muchísimo, pero si me he dado cuenta que no se ha ido por completo, siento que le “bajé un porcentaje”.
Siento que como somos seres lejos de la perfección el cambiar estas cosas es un logro increíble que puede ser difícil, pero eso no es una excusa para no hacerlo o para no seguir intentándolo. Es querer cambiarlo y buscar el método, he notado que algunos métodos no me están funcionando entonces haré otros, porque la determinación de que quiero cambiar está, de que quiero mejorar y por eso lo haré. A veces siento que varias personas no creen en mi, pero se es mentira, es esa voz ridícula que intenta hundirme en la negatividad y me desvía a lo más importante, yo creo en mi, en mis capacidades, se que muchos creen en mi y confían, por eso estan en mi vida de alguna manera, y me doy cuenta de que tan lejos he llegado y lo que he conseguido, con la personalidad que tengo actualmente, y se que doy más. Este post se lo estaré pasando a esas personas especiales que tal vez no me lean en Twitter... del resto gracias por leerme.
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perfect beings, both physically and psychologically we always prove it, because just the fact that there is the word "criticism" means that we do not agree with something that is happening and with the physique or attitudes of a person happens a lot. Realizing oneself of one's imperfections is a step of something that lately I have called "growth", but I have realized little by little that although I know what my imperfections are, I still can't get rid of them 100%, all this reflection made me remember 2015.
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in that year I had two bad habits that I had a hard time getting rid of, because it happens to me like now, I do them and part of me does not realize it because I felt that something flowed normally, that I did nothing wrong and I move on, when it is not so because, although at that time they let me know late, when they told me I felt a huge pain in my chest, my brain stopped for a second telling me "I made him feel that bad?
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One of those bad habits was to hit or touch people very hard while I was communicating or expressing myself, there are people who do not mind but there came a point that I went too far, and the other was my comments to others, regardless of whether I knew them or not I made unnecessary comments that bothered and even pushed people away, of any kind either because I thought it was funny or I thought it was a good way to show that "I'm not a fool". The first one I eliminated completely and the second one I really changed a lot, but I have realized that it has not gone away completely, I feel that I "lowered a percentage".
I feel that as we are beings far from perfection to change these things is an incredible achievement that can be difficult, but that is not an excuse not to do it or not to keep trying. It is wanting to change it and looking for the method, I have noticed that some methods are not working for me so I will do others, because the determination that I want to change is there, that I want to improve and that is why I will do it. Sometimes I feel that many people do not believe in me, but it is a lie and it diverts me to the most important thing, I believe in myself, in my capabilities, that if I managed to get to where I am, with the personality I have now, I will be able to achieve more. Thank you for reading me.
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