Summer has ended and rainy days have  come over.  The weather is tiring as if I wanted to sleep all day. Storm had past but it's tail are covering the views up in the sky. It been three days since the rain had started. The cold weather are piercing through my scar like a knife cutting through. 

The hot weather in summer and the cold weather on rainy season. I wish my body can survive this weather. I'm not the same strong person after I've gone through an operation that left a big scar in heart(life). After that operation, I so hated the cold weather, it pains me both physically and mentally.

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Looking at the view from my office, feels like there's nothing waiting for me outside. The happy people that always walk their dogs, people from nearby barangays(small part of province), entertainers had all gone.

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After a long day from work, still the weather continuous to share it's tears as it goes by. But unlike yesterday, it's crying has lessen. I wanted to go back to home and cook myself an adobo dish that is one of my favorite dishes, the dish that made the Filipinos famous.

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After cooking for myself, I feel rewarded for my hard work(though it doesn't look like it, it's genuinely delicious). Now, I'm back in my small corner laying on my tiny mat to rest for today. Now that I'm about to rest, I can finally now appreciate this gloomy weather.

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Soon I'll be moving to somewhere much better with my sister. Even though I've hated this place for all the roaches and rats that's hiding under the floor, I'll still miss this place when I'm gone. I have found a new place where I my rent can satisfy the needs for protection and where can I rest at ease. I hope that one day, I'll have enough money to rest where I can call my own home.