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So here we are in America at our lowest point as a country, in my opinion. The most divisive, corrupt, war mongering, lack accountability and sold out it has ever been and now our TV sponsor Pfizer wants to force vaxx us with their experimental medical procedure. People all around me are lazy, fat, sick slobs. They want me to keep them safe by obeying the goberment.🤡 

I sit as a prisoner in my room. I have lost everything dear to me over the past 6 years, my job, children, my health, been homeless twice, NLRB court battles for being physical attacked at work... just to scratch the surface. Not to say all is lost forever since I recently regained my health, Ivermectin being a large part of that. Perhaps too many years in agricultural areas namely Northern California. I am left with a brain condition called complex ptsd. Half from my childhood traumas from being a childhood survivor of a corrupt Las Vegas cop father who murdered his wife/my mother, other half from losing my 18 year career due to identity politics and being told I am too efficient of a worker and to make my work gigs go twice as long to rip off the clients on the Las Vegas Strip to make my union and employer more money. This abandonment by my union was extreme. They blackballed me from work and caused me to lose custody of my two boys. Now their mother ran off in contempt of court to Oregon and got them full vaxxed even though I have years of adverse reactions and countless hospitals visits as a kid over vaccines. She filed out the exemption too before she decided she was lesbian after I made 90k at work one year...

Anyways, I feel abandoned by everyone. So tired of being told I am right but watching people act in spite because they are well I don't know. I have found no one wants community and just wants to go rouge and eat each other alive. Both online and in real life. I was told by a multi millionaire I was a house boy for (No I am straight but house was in the Castro neighborhood of San Francisco), that in this life you only have your word and money is secondary. Well, I am finding people do not tend to keep their word. 

I feel as a white man turning 37 soon, that even after working since I was 15 years old, Established a career with a union, supported a family on union wages that it just was not enough and I have no value for this world anymore. I feel pretty inadequate as a person after having my union, IATSE 720, admit to everything they did but never even said sorry and promoted the people involved. Still yet, they want me to work for them again after a two year NLRB case I settled on due to health issues... but I have to mask up and vaxx up. My union wont even call me back in regards to my ptsd and filing for disability as I have been instructed to do so by medical professionals. My kids mother could still go after me for child support based off me making 90k in 2014. Her deal is control over the kids. She wont press child support issue if I don't take her to court for her illegal actions. All drama aside I am getting a chunk of money soon and will give her 25% of it regardless. 

I have all these issues am trying to just move on from and all the recent downvotes really got me down on Hive. I mean what decentralized web 3.0 platform has a weird plutocratic censorship function other than steem, which is centralized, that seemingly supports authoritarian systems?

Luckily, there is hope. I have seen the price of Hive increase 2-3x since investing recently with HP delegations months back. I am seeing over 200 bucks a week in perpetual power downs from curating content on top of the passive income from renting out Splinterlands cards. I have a way to earn income through curation and renting out Splinterlands cards. Do not forget about them juicy sps airdrops! Its just enough but I think I can "work from home" now. 

Thanks to the community of Hive and namely @aggroed, I have a real chance of being able to earn passively from home and transition away from my 18 year career as a Las Vegas Union Stagehand/Electrician. 

I plan on mitigating to @someeofficial as they further develop their platform with Hive as a side chain for post rewards for content creation. Maybe the extreme downvotes wont be such a issue there that zaps my creativity away. 
* https://twitter.com/SoMeeOfficial
* https://peakd.com/somee/@someeofficial/somee-steem-is-dead-long-live-somee-hive

I am over on twitter now and days talking crap say hi if you want. 
* https://twitter.com/sptcurator

Special thanks to @kennysgaminglife for keeping me on my toes with our deals and your truth ,@aggroed for doing amazing things with Hive and delivering on your word, @crimsonclad for being the big sister I never had, @oadissin and @joetunex your support means the world to me, and really lots of others like @steembasicincome for providing a solid product with amazing customer service. 

So in the meantime I am curating Art content mostly. Its pretty chill. Lots of hope and bliss in letting go but depressing nonetheless to have all your hopes and ideals for civilization destroyed.