OUT OF MY BODY by esther-emmanuel

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hive-138388 · @esther-emmanuel · Feb 18 '21

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OUT OF MY BODY

![IMG_20210218_083131.png](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/esther-emmanuel/swrq0yKQ-IMG_20210218_083131.png)
[Source](https://cdn.pixabay.com/photo/2014/01/04/13/36/trees-238486__480.jpg)

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I am in such pain, 

I can't seem to understand. 
Where is this pain coming from? 
Why is it like this? 
Why is my body not comfortable? 
I wish to go out of my body.
 

How will it feel if I do? 
I need to explore to see. 
I am out of my body, it is quiet out here. 
Everything is black and white. 
I see no distinct colour of any sort. 


It is blissful out here, with all my sounds echoed. 
It is slow out here, the time frame is different out here. 
It is a wonderful sight to behold here. 
All appear in the certainty of black and white. 
Black, white, is simple but not complicated. 


Everything appears the way it should be, no deceit. 
Everything appears the way it should be no, duplicity. 
Everything appears the way it should be, no falseness. 
Everything appears the way it should be, no grift. 
Everything appears the way it should be, no infidelity.


I feel no pain here, all I feel is numbness. 
I see my body there, in such much pain with no remedy. 
I see my body struggling to get better. 
What is the cause of the pain? 
I prefer to stay out here. 


Suddenly, I am back to the world of colours, 
Pain is inevitable here! 
Pain reminds me of the world I live in! 
Nothing is black and white here. 
The colours are hard to distinguish, 
In it hides deceit and treachery. 
Outside my body was a blissful experience. 
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@brittandjosie · Feb 18 '21

A body and mind struggling ... ain’t that life for all of us

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@ecency · Feb 18 '21

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@emotak · 2024-03-11T16:34:51+00:00

excellent post friend, beautiful melody of emotions
#dreemerforlife

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@emrysjobber · 2024-03-11T20:56:00+00:00

Being human also comes with the pain of living and the burden of surviving.

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@funshee · 2024-03-11T13:01:51+00:00

Sounds like our struggle in this life sometimes. Indeed there is nothing like black and white. 

#dreemerforlife

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@lespecial17 · Feb 19 '21

Beautiful

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@poshbot · Feb 18 '21

https://twitter.com/Estheremma25/status/1362316200450158592

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@valprincess · Feb 18 '21

An expression of many feelings. Beautiful words that touch the soul.

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