How I'm Pulling through The Depression (LET THEM KNOW) by exopromise

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story · @exopromise · Mar 31 '18 (edited)

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How I'm Pulling through The Depression (LET THEM KNOW)

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Let them know that I Exo Promise was a Good and Flawed man blessed with the best there could ever be

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My Mother

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Sister, Aunts

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Cousins @emekacollins

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I knew a lot of people but had Very few Friends
@egetex, @Oluwaalexbee and co...

"Uncles" were overrated because they never helped financially, mentally or emotionally I only had to learn from their mistakes.

Let them know I've survived a lot and will survive more, let them know.! I've done things in my time, treacherous, unforgivable things.

I've engaged in the most nefarious of activities out of a profound sense of youthful exuberance, for the lies I told (I'm Sorry) let them know.

I've done obnoxious things I'm not proud of but in my own defence "Necessary".

Let them know in all that there was Good in me, I knew how to make a dark day seem lively, make one feel important, make one have self esteem, good advisor to people and their relationships but never took my own advice (Regrets),

"Counsellor" did some refer to me as, I Played, I could bring Smile to a face that's known sadness or bitterness but hardly was a smile brought to my face without taking twice what it came with, still I too smiled with a big heart.

Let Them Know.! They should all know I've Cried, I Cried myself to sleep countless time, woke up strong. I was the most annoying person when I wanted to, sometimes without wanting to.

Most days I wake up shattered, discouraged, depressed and disappointed, I've betrayed friends but friends have betrayed me in ways I can't even begin to phantom. I've lost sight of Love but i'm beginning to find my way back...

Thanks for reading, till I come ur way next time😚

👍 jseomun, wafrica, prechi, julietisrael, engrbrain1, egetex, emekacollins, exopromise, pinkysbeads

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@promisearts · Apr 5 '18

Oshe! fresh fam

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@wafrica · Mar 31 '18

Hello! I find your post valuable for the wafrica community! Thanks for the great post! @wafrica is now following you! ALWAYs follow @wafrica and use the wafrica tag!

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@exopromise · Mar 31 '18

Thanks for ur support @wafrica. I appreciate alot

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