[Source](https://www.google.com/search?q=sorrow&client=ms-android-transsion-tecno-rev1&prmd=ivn&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwiP3Zz-1cXsAhV55OAKHTQqDOsQ_AUoAXoECAoQAQ#imgrc=ZKWOYvnHDJIekM) .jpeg) I wish i could make the pain communicable, So that people will know how I feel As the time passes is killing me slowly I want to hope for a future too But creator is calling my deeds a day It's hurts as I'm seeing my Death More painful counting the days ahead I'm standing on the land today In few days I will be underneath As I peered at the woman in the mirror Her good looks will be all in vain Dying isn't exactly my fear But people around me will be in pain I'm dying so quick As if death is in a haste I'm dying too quickly fast as my enemies will celebrate I wanted to cry again and again It won't change nothing but brings pain I don't need tears when I'm gone 'cause so is my FATE!
| author | felix8 |
|---|---|
| permlink | is-killing-me |
| category | hive-190212 |
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| created | 2020-10-21 12:26:06 |
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| mhm-philippines | 0 | 22,895,535,368 | 32.5% | ||
| xanderslee | 0 | 4,161,671,439 | 65% | ||
| enjoyy | 0 | 677,470,686 | 32.5% | ||
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| funshel | 0 | 642,392,290 | 32.5% | ||
| stevenson7 | 0 | 3,165,605,291 | 32.5% | ||
| akumar | 0 | 1,726,996,286 | 65% | ||
| azmielbanjary | 0 | 2,399,262,620 | 32.5% | ||
| thedrewshow | 0 | 546,618,509 | 65% | ||
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| atjehsteemit | 0 | 597,031,283 | 32.5% | ||
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| jacksondavies | 0 | 1,665,274,046 | 32.5% | ||
| thomaskatan | 0 | 1,009,860,430 | 45.5% | ||
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| dawizy | 0 | 1,158,319,309 | 52% | ||
| imcharming | 0 | 3,391,705,395 | 100% | ||
| hardaeborla | 0 | 5,177,347,071 | 32.5% | ||
| citizendog | 0 | 82,179,150,987 | 65% | ||
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| femseen | 0 | 975,776,507 | 70% | ||
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| fabrik | 0 | 1,993,627,711 | 65% | ||
| juanhobos | 0 | 537,893,680 | 32.5% | ||
| montanacellist | 0 | 2,217,741,154 | 32.5% | ||
| mastersa | 0 | 1,740,464,645 | 32.5% | ||
| yestermorrow | 0 | 3,825,895,237 | 9.75% | ||
| cynicalcake | 0 | 899,145,472 | 32.5% | ||
| lebey1 | 0 | 528,123,237 | 32.5% | ||
| starstrings01 | 0 | 11,217,889,828 | 4% | ||
| jenniferjulius | 0 | 1,450,502,299 | 32.5% | ||
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| angoujkalis | 0 | 881,684,656 | 32.5% | ||
| predict-crypto | 0 | 2,329,011,310 | 1.3% | ||
| edward-abu | 0 | 560,374,944 | 65% | ||
| topworlds | 0 | 1,787,771,690 | 48.75% | ||
| pushpedal | 0 | 3,740,986,805 | 32.5% | ||
| sirpee6 | 0 | 2,184,630,210 | 32.5% | ||
| ennydee | 0 | 666,113,490 | 32.5% | ||
| starbooks | 0 | 1,814,491,415 | 32.5% | ||
| martinstomisin | 0 | 1,515,145,446 | 32.5% | ||
| kork75 | 0 | 3,034,688,074 | 32.5% | ||
| fire451 | 0 | 969,641,859 | 65% | ||
| starfighter | 0 | 538,159,124 | 65% | ||
| steemegg | 0 | 6,585,898,839 | 16.25% | ||
| jtm.support | 0 | 2,513,611,491 | 32.5% | ||
| parth7878 | 0 | 1,182,040,145 | 32.5% | ||
| anthony2019 | 0 | 10,423,670,033 | 32.5% | ||
| lefty619 | 0 | 32,025,086,655 | 65% | ||
| jackramsey | 0 | 9,535,969,108 | 45.5% | ||
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| bitcoingodmode | 0 | 757,008,315 | 48.75% | ||
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|---|---|
| permlink | hivebuzz-notify-felix8-20201021t124617000z |
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Awesome heart touching poem..it makes everyone cry...
| author | sanaulbd |
|---|---|
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