Disoriented While So Grateful for STEEM Freewrite Day 766 by fitinfun

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esteem · @fitinfun · Nov 26 '19 (edited)

$3.91

Disoriented While So Grateful for STEEM Freewrite Day 766

![fj327b.jpg](https://img.esteem.app/fj327b.jpg)

Two friends came by to bring me food last night and were shocked by the noticeable affects of the edema that is plaguing me these days. I sometimes think I exaggerate, but after seeing their horrified reactions I realized this is as bad or worse than I think it is.

After eating, I tried to post and got as far as making the poster for this post before I had no choice but to go to bed.

Checking my wallet, I saw transfers from @marblely and @ackza who both want to help me pay my rent and carry on. Others had come to older posts on my blogs and upvoted them.

I am so grateful to you all for your help and will not give up.

I went to bed very disoriented and spent many hours trying to sleep. I was not able to rest or to sleep, but getting up to work was out of the question.

Then this morning after a bit of sleep came, I woke up to find over 2000 STEEM in my wallet! Can you imagine my shock? I checked to make sure I was not looking at someone else's wallet, but no - it's mine!

Thank you @blocktrades for helping me. I will be able to pay my rent and wifi as soon as I can move the money. This relief is unimaginable and I am so grateful to you.

Would this have happened if I did not get to STEEMFest? I do not think so.

I am still disoriented, but now also in shock. I am a true believer in STEEM, and always expect the best result. But the time since STEEMFest has tested my resolve with this poor health and inability to post.

Now, once again, my faith in STEEM is going strong.

I will keep trying and do everything I can to soon feel better.

My post is for the [daily freewrite](https://steempeak.com/freewrite/@mariannewest/day-766-5-minute-freewrite-monday-prompt-disoriented) by @mariannewest with the prompt of "disoriented." What was supposed to take 5 minutes has taken 8 hours and has been written a sentence at a time. Luckily the rules are flexible!

![steemitmamas.png](https://ipfs.busy.org/ipfs/QmYiiQxGt1jfYYntytXUo4NiCkw5LrCEU5a6fiQUUEb67i)

![fitinfun You can do it if I did! sharon before and after.jpg](https://ipfs.busy.org/ipfs/QmTDWvfRrN7SytAVbFhrTukHAbYW5aZBBqDk5aCdbNSmLz)

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@crypto.piotr · Dec 2 '19

Greetings dear friend @fitinfun.

First of all, I wish with all my heart that you are improved in health, it should not be easy to deal with that edema that has affected you so much.

With this testimony that you are giving us, we are again reaffirming our conviction that we are in the right place: STEEM Blockchain.

Demonstrations of support among community members occur daily, often go unnoticed, noble people act selflessly without seeking recognition.

Please, continue to please us with those publications of yours that we enjoy so much.

All best, Piotr.

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@deeanndmathews · Nov 27 '19

One thing about Steemians ... we do care about each other ... I came looking for an update about you and am glad you were able to post but still concerned ... praying for you and hoping you can get to the doctor soon...

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@deirdyweirdy · Nov 27 '19

You poor thing. That sounds like a horrible affliction. I hope you’re a bit better today.
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@esteemapp · Nov 26 '19

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@farm-mom · Nov 26 '19

Hope you feel better soon. So much stress, you are in my prayers.
Have a good week.

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@felixgarciap · Nov 26 '19

Friend @fitinfun, I hope you get better soon, I have you in my prayers. Your pen is inspiration for all of us.

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@myjob · Nov 27 '19

@fitinfun I did not know what edema was so googled it that sounds terrible. I hope you are better soon, it also said movement will help the swelling go down, you probably already knew this. Sending healing thoughts your way.

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@rycharde · Nov 26 '19

Hi @fitinfun, a modest tip of appreciation:
$trendotoken
Thanks!

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@trendotoken · Nov 26 '19

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@slobberchops · Nov 26 '19

>Thank you @blocktrades for helping me. I will be able to pay my rent and wifi as soon as I can move the money. 

A lovely gesture, hope you feel better soon.

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@fitinfun · Nov 26 '19

A true miracle, @slobberchops. I am really overwhelmed and so grateful.<div class="pull-right"><sub><a href="/@steemreply/steemreply-stay-in-touch-with-your-steem-network">Posted with ![](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmbroYujK9LNd2s8zDKPUCADmseyJDuNbhwBPrrF7xM8FL/logo-comment.png)</a></sub></div>

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@trendotoken · Nov 29 '19

Congratulations @fitinfun, your post successfully recieved <b>4.90911638</b> [TRDO](https://steem-engine.com/?p=history&t=TRDO) from below listed TRENDO callers:<br>

>	<sup>@rycharde earned : **3.27274425** [TRDO](https://steem-engine.com/?p=history&t=TRDO) curation</sup> 

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