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><a href='https://ecency.com/hive-102879/@hive-102879/couple-love-theme-of-the-month-amor-de-pareja-tema-del-mes'>“Ella lo amaba más que así misma; por eso él tenía el doble de amor que necesitaba y esto lo hartaba”. Source/Fuente</a>

# Amor, Un Escrito Para Ti

***M***irando en retrospectiva, cada una de las cosas que me tienen hoy aquí, quiero decirte que, no soy perfecto, he cometido mis errores y cargo con mis culpas. La siento sobre mí cada día, me persiguen, me castigan y me mantienen vivo. Siempre he querido ser ideal para ti y siento que no hice mi mejor esfuerzo. No lo he hecho de la forma debida y puede que haya mil razones para ello. Para mí pueden ser válidas o quizás no, para ti ni para nadie, nunca lo serán. Pero eso es parte de mi imperfección.

***A***doro cada aspecto de lo que eres y quien eres, pero, no sé que puedas estar pensando en este momento, no sé que puedes estar sintiendo. Quizás es solo decepción, rabia, molestia, tristeza, dolor. Puede que sientas la lejanía, la soledad, que estés deprimida o quizás lamentándote de todo lo que pudo haber sido y no fue. Quizás sientes odio, quizás quieres simplemente olvidar. Tal vez sientes lástima y pena. Ni siquiera sé si aun amas, si aún sientes amor.

***R***ecuerdo que hace exactamente 629 días, un día como hoy, me encontraba de lo más perdido, desolado, triste, hambriento. Desesperado porque tenía 2 días sin comer prácticamente nada. Solo, allí sentado, mirando a la gente pasar, cada uno en su propia vida, en sus propios problemas, alegrías, tristezas y luchas, había algo dentro de mí que me decía que todo podría ser diferente en el minuto siguiente: **Fe**. Y en todo esto, hay algo que no sabes de mí. Aun hoy día, esa **Fe** está allí presente, recordándome que todo es diferente, que lo que ocurrió fue lo mejor que debió pasar y que debería ser agradecido por eso. Desde ese día, sigo siendo el mismo, pero mejor.

***N***unca he dejado de sentir que contigo, hasta el silencio ha sido increíble. Y hablo de mi soledad interior, ese espacio mío en el que solo yo quiero estar. Tal vez me quede demasiado allí, tal vez debí haber abierto una ventana para ti, quizás debería abrir las puertas y dejarte entrar y que lo cambies todo. Pero no sé si dejaría de ser yo. Y dejarte entrar en mi soledad, ya hemos descubierto que no es bueno. Y no porque yo te lo haya permitido. Y quiero que sepas algo, eso me carcome.

***E***l que hayas entrado en mi vida ha sido una aventura maravillosa. Sin duda, puedo decir que has marcado ese antes y después en mí. Aunque hoy día y con toda las circunstancias que nos definen y nos tienen donde estamos, el resultado no es el que se esperaría de la primera afirmación que escribí, agradezco por todo lo bueno, bonito y único que nos ha pasado. Debieron ser mejores momentos, eso lo sé y sé que lo sientes. Quiero hacer que eso cambie. Y sé que podre hacerlo cambiar, independientemente de la que ocurra en el futuro. Lo único que me detendrá en eso, serás tu misma o mi muerte.

***I***rradias un sentimiento de esperanza en mí, en lo que quiero ser, en lo que quiero construir, en lo que trabajo cada día, en lo que estudio y aprendo. Eres como ese motivo necesario para avanzar, para seguir. Nada depende de ti y todo depende de ti. Suena confuso ¿verdad? Ojalá pudieras entrar en mi soledad para que descubras el porqué eso podría ser así, aunque quizás te asuste lo que descubras. Pero eres importante, eso no lo dudes. Y lo serás hasta el día que decidas cambiar eso.

***S***entimientos que se agolpan cada día en mi corazón, sentimientos que se ocupan de mi día, sentimientos que hace que mi vida avance. Esa eres tú, la reina de mis sentimientos, el amor que quiero sentir por alguien y que cada día que ha pasado hasta hoy, me lamento de que no se vea, no se sienta, no se exprese más allá de algunas líneas en un chat. Son sentimientos que quiero volcar en ti, que quiero derramar en ti, sobre ti, dentro de ti, que te cubran y aceleren tus latidos, que te hagan respirar más lento y más fuerte, que te hagan sonreír, que dibujen esas figuras de alegría, de placer, de amor, de felicidad en cada uno de los minutos de tu día, en cada uno de los pliegues de tus sabanas, en cada uno de los espacios de tu memoria y en cada uno de los rincones de tu ser. Son sentimientos que se quedaron allí, en una sombría noche, solos, extraviados, perdidos, esperando un rescate que cada día está más lejano.

***I***ndistintamente de lo que suceda mañana, siempre estarás en ese lugar único y especial que construiste para ti dentro de mí. Cuando lo pienso, quisiera levantar la mirada y verte allí, a mi lado, con tu carencia de prendas y tu taza de café para mí. Lo extraño mucho. Pero no soy perfecto y quizás hice cosas que lo arruinaron todo. Pero de algo puedes estar segura, no me arrepiento de nada, porque nada de lo que sucedió, sucedió, porque no te amo.

***S***iempre te amaré mi bella reina. Siempre serás mi reina. Nunca te olvidaré, aunque a veces me duela recordarte. Tú sabes que eres especial para mí y cada vez que me lo permitas, te lo haré saber, te lo haré sentir. Aquí estoy y sigo siendo yo mismo. Nunca lo dudes, siempre te amaré.

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# **ENGLISH VERSIÓN**

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><a href='https://ecency.com/hive-102879/@hive-102879/couple-love-theme-of-the-month-amor-de-pareja-tema-del-mes'>“"She loved him more than herself; that's why he had twice as much love as he needed, and this made him fed up". Source/Fuente</a>


 ## Love, A Writing For You

Looking back, on each of the things that have me here today, I want to tell you that, I am not perfect, I have made my mistakes and I carry my faults. I feel it on me every day, they haunt me, punish me and keep me alive. I have always wanted to be ideal for you and I think I didn't do my best. I didn't do it the right way and there may be a thousand reasons for that. For me they may be valid or maybe not, for you or anyone else, they never will be. But that's part of my imperfection.

I love every aspect of who you are and who you are, but, I don't know what you may be thinking right now, I don't know what you may be feeling. Maybe it's just disappointment, anger, annoyance, sadness, or hurt. Maybe you feel the remoteness, the loneliness, maybe you are depressed or maybe regretting everything that could have been and wasn't. Maybe you feel hate, maybe you want to forget. Maybe you feel hatred, maybe you want to forget. Maybe you feel pity and sorrow. I don't even know if you still love or if you still feel love.

I remember exactly 629 days ago, on a day like today, I was at my most lost, desolate, sad, hungry. Desperate because I had 2 days without eating practically anything. Alone, sitting there, watching people go by, each one in his own life, in his own problems, joys, sorrows, and struggles, there was something inside me that told me that everything could be different in the next minute: Faith. And in all of this, there is something you don't know about me. Even today, that Faith is still there, reminding me that everything is different, that what happened was the best thing that should have happened and that I should be thankful for that. Since that day, I am still the same, but better.

I have never stopped feeling that with you, even the silence has been incredible. And I'm talking about my inner loneliness, that space of mine where only I want to be. Maybe I stay there too much, maybe I should have opened a window for you, maybe I should open the doors and let you in and let you change everything. But I don't know if I would stop being me. And letting you into my loneliness, we've already discovered that it's not good. And not because I let you. And I want you to know something, it eats at me.

Your coming into my life has been a wonderful adventure. Without a doubt, I can say that you have marked that before and after in me. Although today and with all the circumstances that define us and have us where we are, the result is not what you would expect from the first statement I wrote, I am thankful for all the good, beautiful and unique things that have happened to us. They should have been better, I know that and I know you feel it. I want to make that change. And I know I will be able to make it change, regardless of what happens in the future. The only thing that will stop me from that, will be yourself or my death.

You radiate a feeling of hope in me, in what I want to be, in what I want to build, in what I work for every day, in what I study and learn. You are like that necessary motive to move forward, to continue. Nothing depends on you and everything depends on you. Sounds confusing, doesn't it? I wish you could enter my solitude so you could discover why that could be so, although you might be scared by what you discover. But you are important, that's for sure. And you will be until the day you decide to change that.

Feelings that crowd my heart every day, feelings that take up my day, feelings that make my life go forward. That's you, the queen of my feelings, the love I want to feel for someone, and that every day that has passed until today, I regret that it is not seen, not felt, not expressed beyond a few lines in a chat. They are feelings that I want to pour into you, that I want to pour into you, over you, inside you, that covers you and accelerate your heartbeat, that make you breathe slower and stronger, that make you smile, that draw those figures of joy, of pleasure, of love, of happiness in each of the minutes of your day, in each of the folds of your sheets, in each of the spaces of your memory and in each of the corners of your being. They are feelings that were left there, in a dark night, alone, lost, missing, waiting for a rescue that every day is farther away.

Whatever happens tomorrow, you will always be in that unique and special place you built for yourself inside me. When I think about it, I wish I could look up and see you there, next to me, with your lack of clothes and your cup of coffee for me. I miss it so much. But I'm not perfect and maybe I did things that ruined everything. But of one thing you can be sure, I don't regret anything, because nothing that happened, happened, because I don't love you.

I will always love you, my beautiful queen. You will always be my queen. I will never forget you, even though sometimes it hurts to remember you. You know you are special to me and every time you let me, I will let you know, I will let you feel it. Here I am and I am still myself. Never doubt it, I will always love you.

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