you're welcome ... i'm happy i have made it to the only-26-days-behind-on-replies milepost so far @futuremind ...

I think it's only natural to have moods and emotions, to say you need to be a woman for that would be slightly some kind of -ism even in my eyes and i'm not prone to walk along with overstretched political correctness.

You're very right, we can't all get along so imo its really best not to waste too much time on people that rub your hair backwards, speaking from a cats perspective, because you'll just end up pouring energy into a black hole and energy tends to be limited, even for the best for us.

There's a difference between personal and business ofcourse. But if it's "work" or business (two different things if you ask me since the former implies most of the time you spend precious hours of lifetime getting money to buy snickers and sneakers while someone else gets the shitload AND the privilege to boss you around)
But in that case its pretty easy to smile since those people mean absolutely nothing. 
The barrier between "irl" and internet is there too ofcourse but it's still a difference. Its quite possible to get along with people you will probably never meet in your life but the difference inhere is

oh, video !
cyberspace :D
https://youtu.be/ujPzvylY1GA

the difference is
o wait, this one might be bit more bong-able :

https://youtu.be/i8JBUktSxvQ

i was saying ??
![think.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmbcMd9zsDBuGKhzSKF7Kpu1UbKe5LZUGpStkCrdsRCneM/think.png)

ehm ...

OH!
![idea.jpeg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmexT5PSSeLCT7jE998Yd2BGUa87T8ds3U9hX2XD912zhh/idea.jpeg)

the difference is, people you meet face to face have inevitable body language attached to them
in the words of the great (always gotta google the spelling of the name t or tz-)
Paul Watzlawick :
<blockquote>
One can not not communicate
</blockquote>

first axiom, ... one of the few things i literally remember from those classes in communication science ... i have a quite non-literal and definitely non-linear brain here.

Which is all too true, but mister P. clearly got that down before the age of the lawnmower man here (cf. the movie) because online you don't get body language, unless people use emoticons subconsciously while typing you dont really know who's acting or not or what even on  the other side, often not even in a live chat situation (barring video ofcourse)

So the great Catlawkic made his own axiom out of it

<blockquote>
One can not not interpret
</blockquote>

no matter how many times i hear people talk about "YOU are in control"
you're actually not, right ... the brain is in control, if the brain tells you green is blue then its blue, no matter what it is.

Maybe a weird way of seeing myself (or others) like total detachment of the head lol, brain more like but i think there's truth in it. 
The brain is the greatest liar in existence, everythings coloured by the time you remember it and the older it gets the more coloured it is. Like some compression algorithm that stores data where the resolution of the imagery gets dithered over time to make space for more or something.

i got most of my music from samples, i try to put some out on flixxo, which has probbaly made me a massive five dollar so far

and here and there

https://youtu.be/sHObn9U_rfE

https://youtu.be/-9sb3CTav4k

(those two might disappear as i need to check with rotor if im actually allowed to use the preview version since they let you make the vids but the finished version are sold for $20 or $30 (which means id make a loss selling them on flixxo haha)
but never really thought about it (those two are like almost 20 years old)

The quote afaic remember is from Babylon 5 (series), which has plenty of wisdom to it, beats star-trek any day of the week and if i remember from when i was toking, quite bong-able too :)

If those friends couldnt stand the you you are and they prefer a fake version then you cant really call them friends, right?

I think people who are always smiley are way more suspicious as i have yet to see the first place on earth where the sun always shines, the moon isn't dead yet and it rains candysticks all the time ...

a yea here, my mashed-together in a jiffy promovid for [the game i'm gonna release by 2050](https://tyrnannoght.000webhostapp.com/tyrnannoght/)

https://youtu.be/CcpZ5s6Im38
(also a track nearly 20 years old originally called house of M'horpane as that was the name of the house of the dark elves we were d&d-ing with our supreme dungeon master who now lives in the U.K. and plenty of sixpacks and weed hahah ... i have had a seriously split life so far omg when i look at that ... no one seems to remember those moments thought, mostly the few years i had to take care of myself ... by myself, in a very not-always-positive world that makes the shiney people here look truly clueless)

just stay yourself, i'll be here too, waiting for steem to moon :p

For sure it's art! I've never seen these before bro, I was blown away!

Whatever we do creatively is always positive @futuremind and benefits us physically, emotionally and spiritually so keep learning and expressing yourself in ways that will enrich your life and the lives of others. 

Thank you for your lovely comments and I too look forward to sharing your steemit journey in  2019. HAPPY NEW YEAR!