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The sea of my memory
I am never a person good at writing poems. 

However, I unexpectedly wrote the second poem in memory of  my late American husband (and Mavrodi) today.
([Click here](https://steemit.com/poem/@ginafraser/because-of-you) to read my first mourning poem--<b>Because of you</b>!)

As time goes by,  I feel my  memory on my late American husband just fades out.   Many times I must even make efforts to imagine his appearance, but his smile still being left very vividly, so such a little poem just occurred to my mind naturally. 

![Screenshot_20180714-230301.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmNbRzU9q9ArKMSaGNFTdpZRmyMVLun79f33rGP7Po1cjq/Screenshot_20180714-230301.jpg)

<b>记忆中的那片海
The sea of my memory </b>

那片记忆的海,依然翻滚着美丽的浪花
你的微笑是那么灿烂
有你的地方,总是充满了魔力
In that piece of sea of my memory, still rolling away the beautiful water foams are.  
How splendid your smile is,
Wherever you are is full of magic. 


即使痛到了极致
也要独自忍着
把欢乐留给世界
Even if you were in extreme pain,
Suffered  it by yourself,
Only dedicated the pleasure and joy to the world.

一切都已渐行渐远
记忆的海也变得模糊
那抹笑容却愈加清晰
Everything about you is getting further away,
The sea of my memory of you also becomes blurred.
However, more and more clearly that smile on your face brightens up...

黑暗中的灯塔
你是;
照耀前行的路
The beacan  in the darkness
You are;
Shining in the way that leads us forward.

沙漠中的绿洲
你是;
绝望旅人的希望
The oasis of the desert 
You are;
The hope of the hopeless travellers


大海中的孤岛
你是;
却恰如星星之火
终将燎原
The lonely island of the sea
You are;
But who dare say a single spark can't start a
prairie fire?

冷漠世界的一颗萌芽
你是;
激活了无数冰封的灵魂
A sprout of the cold world,
You are;
Activating  the countless frozen hearts.


你用生命谱写了一曲荡气回肠的英雄史
你用大爱无边诠释了人间的真善美
You composed a soul-stirring hero  theme song with your own life,
You interpreted "the True, the Kind, the Beautiful"  of the human world with your boundless love.

此刻
你必定已化身为皎洁的白月光
月华如水,倾泻大地
我知是你
At this moment,
You must have been incarnated into the bright, slivery and  water-like moonlight, 
Gently flowing onto the ground and my body.
I know it is you!


![Screenshot_20180714-163355.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmaRhDruvRznTNUbgX7AtyL3MrgA81o5oW1ffPLQk8rovn/Screenshot_20180714-163355.jpg)

Soon later it will be the 3rd anniversary of  my American husband's death in China. He loved the colorful pictures about   the legend of Chinese mid-autumn festival very much, and he passed away in the same month of mid-autumn festival(中秋节). 

![Screenshot_20180714-185814.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmS87DR2GurFwRk8YsYFMXg2NUpY7piPQz9HiHfWLuXxi5/Screenshot_20180714-185814.jpg)

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@dbooster ·
Unfortunately that is how memory works—it fades. 

That is a beautiful poem. You have skill! You should keep writing them :)
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@ginafraser · (edited)
Thank you for your encouragement so much. It is a huge honor for me to get your comment on my little poem.
I am not good at writing poems.  If not for the huge high above and down below, huge happiness and pain in my life, maybe I never write any poem. 
I myself also feel surprised when the poem sentences flow out of my mind naturally. Poem was born  at the turning of huge  happiness and huge pain.
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@grammarnazi ·
Minor Correction
You have a minor misspelling in the following sentence: <blockquote>  Many times I must even make efforts to imagine his appearance, but his smile still being left very clearly, so such a little poem just occured to my mind naturally.</blockquote> It should be <i>occurred</i> instead of <i>occured</i>.
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@ginafraser ·
Thank you for your correcting so much.
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