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Trying My Best. by gissellestrange

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Trying My Best.
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Lately, I've been feeling so strange 
I can't understand if it's from all the pain
Or is it all in my brain?
Was it the drugs?
Or how in love I was?
It was the way 
You gazed into me 
The way you took away, everything
And I still feel it too 

And it always turns out this way 
It's the same ol' mistakes 
It aches 
The pain 
The way you carry yourself
You have no idea how it felt 
How it feels
I'm so sick I feel it kill 
I'm trying my best to get over this 
To get over you 
But the pain it drills 
And I promise I'm trying my best

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Background: I wrote this when I was feeling emotional. This was about a week ago and I was in a weird funk. I was going through an emotional breakdown for 3 days straight. My friend took care of me and it was all good. Shoutout to good friends!
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