**#memories** from childhood

I woke up reminiscing the past, even as the future I graps..
When I was a young child, on a Sunday night sleeping with excitement and fear of going to school on a Monday; thoughts of play, laughter with friends. The thoughts of the teacher's questions and whips, oh that's a moan day.

Peaceless, I fling my cloths on the floor as I rub out with my peeps to play football.
While the girls are skipping, clapping &hopping with a foot.
The other boys looking up to a tree with a sling, hoping for a bird to shoot.

Memories back when it was all plays, flying kites and wishes of flying an airplane ..
**When a career was passion and not struggle,
When we search for answers from friends, neighborhs door step and not Google**
The times we were engineers, technologist constructing car's, phones out of used tins **without been taught in school*

When the rain falls, it's a happy day. We sing
>rain, rain go away, come another day, little children want to play.


 but we never meant it..
 we make paper boats, run out naked under the rain and see no shame in it..
I miss the times in school when it's dark, cloudy with cyclone..
When we run round with our arms spread out, feeling like we are flying in the sky.
**The times when all we care to buy were just sweets, gums and biscuits** .

I miss the times when my craftiness was sneaking out of the house..
The times when girls are innocent, with no pride freely taking of their blouse..
When all I care about was food, sleep, play, these I miss...

* I love my childhood, but I am not sure if I can forgive her.
For making me believe everything was OK..
For making me feel everything would be that way..
Should I forgive her for not telling me what the future holds? 
For not telling me *things change, feelings change, people change too..*
For not telling me *nothing good comes easy*
For not telling me it's all struggles...

Should I forgive her? For not telling me; *everything I love will leave me some day*
* I love my childhood and miss her. 
I hate that I miss her and I can't forgive her for making me miss her

                                        *To my childhood*