 Words have come...slowly. I didn't know how to hold space for them at first. The first man offered to pick me a poinsettia, but I was in my camisole, lame, and failed to open the door. I listened to the teeth-gnashing outside. It was only one hour that night. Only the one, but he came back after, and brought with him his pack and his kin. Burned down our sleepy little mountain town, and sliced off my mother's braided gray. That old, long gray I wouldn't live long enough to. Only, we didn't know that at the time. My mother thought still I had a soul safe from reaping, that my bones weren't inscribed already in the skulls of carrion above. https://youtu.be/LMNsagzw_6I?list=RDLMNsagzw_6I I buried my mother under the porch, where my father refused to live. I told stories not my own, just to keep the fire going another hour. My smile gets loneliest when they begin to leave, so I latch myself around the neck of rockabye sailors and toast them the names of children long buried. I make a point of carrying inside me all those which have been lost, and shrug the wary from my bones, and skim when the Universe bids me listen. The ways in which they kill, how they pellet their epaulettes through the cracks in my window. When the time comes, I just won't know what to do with missiles. I'm frightened by war, but suspect also I lack the meat on my bones required for peace. https://youtu.be/wTQxiGJzR_I?list=RDLMNsagzw_6I They said they'd be home in time for dinner, but I knew better than to listen. My son had in his eye that glint that fills a mother's nostrils with goodbye. There's nothing you can do to keep your children from becoming who they are, but still, we try. I said to my son, before, I didn't want him to leave. He replied he could no longer afford to stay, and in the space between our once-samed two bodies, it sounded like a similar thing. He left. I stayed. And waited for my grief to carry me. https://youtu.be/NHhaZnnz5yE?list=RDLMNsagzw_6I *Fewer words. As noted. First week of July. First times. Moments of transition.* *I've thought, always, that rather than follow each other as a natural progression, the three have a tendency to co-inhabit the self-same body, just switching places in the driver's seat. I feel now, today, at a sorts of exact epicenter. Between the little girl and the one who dances for roamers. I have yet to endure the old one's admonishment. I have yet to see who I'm striving to become. So for now, this is just hello. Happy #threetunetuesday, @ablaze. And everyone else.* 
| author | honeydue |
|---|---|
| permlink | triptych |
| category | hive-102879 |
| json_metadata | {"app":"peakd/2025.6.4","format":"markdown","tags":["threetunetuesday","life","writing","creative","blog","freewrite","prose","imagination","psychology","music"],"users":["ablaze."],"image":["https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/honeydue/AJg3Fm9W979hh6HJ9sfR1v3xttuSiEcnnBeWwyDaMb95Eimki57Cxsr1SbFjYq9.jpg","https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/honeydue/23xenJQKXFzJSRZueso98XTYQap9XsXaCQhQ6pgyrBXURJZ46J3i21TbS7Yc5rxVbzAne.jpeg"]} |
| created | 2025-07-01 09:17:57 |
| last_update | 2025-07-01 09:17:57 |
| depth | 0 |
| children | 3 |
| last_payout | 2025-07-08 09:17:57 |
| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
| total_payout_value | 9.710 HBD |
| curator_payout_value | 9.695 HBD |
| pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| promoted | 0.000 HBD |
| body_length | 2,831 |
| author_reputation | 902,655,636,360,083 |
| root_title | Triptych |
| beneficiaries | [] |
| max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
| percent_hbd | 10,000 |
| post_id | 143,685,647 |
| net_rshares | 63,921,942,391,390 |
| author_curate_reward | "" |
| voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| flemingfarm | 0 | 45,101,680,741 | 7% | ||
| kenny-crane | 0 | 840,664,868,616 | 50% | ||
| ericvancewalton | 0 | 721,332,672,774 | 100% | ||
| roelandp | 0 | 4,097,783,854 | 0.37% | ||
| meesterboom | 0 | 206,373,743,021 | 5% | ||
| sazbird | 0 | 910,785,849 | 5% | ||
| anarcist69 | 0 | 12,486,397,415 | 20% | ||
| wisbeech | 0 | 572,754,576 | 5% | ||
| steevc | 0 | 354,202,937,758 | 10% | ||
| holoz0r | 0 | 82,116,619,516 | 100% | ||
| canadian-coconut | 0 | 3,110,388,305,085 | 20% | ||
| titusfrost | 0 | 103,928,849,782 | 100% | ||
| abh12345 | 0 | 26,022,665,499 | 15% | ||
| clayboyn | 0 | 17,916,061,392 | 20% | ||
| discovereurovelo | 0 | 1,022,582,706 | 0.75% | ||
| redes | 0 | 3,316,446,374,643 | 34% | ||
| builderofcastles | 0 | 86,413,870,412 | 32% | ||
| fronttowardenemy | 0 | 4,423,237,061 | 1.5% | ||
| detlev | 0 | 94,100,579,091 | 3.5% | ||
| lizanomadsoul | 0 | 3,098,186,588 | 1.5% | ||
| deirdyweirdy | 0 | 280,705,494,363 | 40% | ||
| madiba | 0 | 1,743,860,237 | 100% | ||
| giuatt07 | 0 | 1,601,222,722,788 | 50% | ||
| crimsonclad | 0 | 883,923,471,196 | 40% | ||
| jayna | 0 | 23,541,452,361 | 3% | ||
| princessmewmew | 0 | 1,980,335,293 | 0.75% | ||
| joeyarnoldvn | 0 | 450,935,955 | 1.47% | ||
| livinguktaiwan | 0 | 353,117,147,543 | 8% | ||
| bluemist | 0 | 17,207,343,223 | 7% | ||
| godfish | 0 | 1,029,682,362,678 | 100% | ||
| appreciator | 0 | 26,505,325,214,310 | 7% | ||
| nikdo | 0 | 24,090,621,349 | 100% | ||
| vikisecrets | 0 | 939,594,104,294 | 33% | ||
| geneeverett | 0 | 96,217,772,311 | 100% | ||
| martibis | 0 | 1,354,830,713 | 8% | ||
| lizelle | 0 | 740,951,980,109 | 100% | ||
| shanibeer | 0 | 136,594,557,816 | 5% | ||
| free999enigma | 0 | 922,722,364 | 100% | ||
| stoodkev | 0 | 9,348,746,848,135 | 70% | ||
| kimzwarch | 0 | 17,146,937,886 | 4% | ||
| ziofeda | 0 | 5,203,766,932 | 100% | ||
| celestal | 0 | 1,766,050,864 | 100% | ||
| revisesociology | 0 | 561,632,139,912 | 15% | ||
| espoem | 0 | 31,705,347,541 | 10% | ||
| critic-on | 0 | 45,727,532,915 | 100% | ||
| bigdizzle91 | 0 | 21,527,951,117 | 100% | ||
| sunsea | 0 | 11,177,690,401 | 3.5% | ||
| xsasj | 0 | 2,224,921,204 | 1.5% | ||
| citizensmith | 0 | 1,791,602,229 | 5% | ||
| pnodgaming | 0 | 1,252,246,144 | 100% | ||
| b00m | 0 | 2,828,304,641 | 5% | ||
| itchyfeetdonica | 0 | 6,168,929,314 | 0.75% | ||
| wiseagent | 0 | 114,233,923,427 | 10% | ||
| dragonslayer101 | 0 | 5,659,470,969 | 100% | ||
| gabrielatravels | 0 | 1,077,213,991 | 0.52% | ||
| tryskele | 0 | 749,328,119 | 3% | ||
| manncpt | 0 | 3,057,845,947 | 1.5% | ||
| soyrosa | 0 | 448,139,549,826 | 50% | ||
| jnmarteau | 0 | 610,376,904 | 1.5% | ||
| philnewton | 0 | 552,809,468 | 7.5% | ||
| fieryfootprints | 0 | 158,845,969,726 | 40% | ||
| kkarenmp | 0 | 3,266,144,124 | 3.5% | ||
| driekus | 0 | 478,200,576 | 100% | ||
| danielcarrerag | 0 | 1,929,837,506 | 3.5% | ||
| bertrayo | 0 | 6,397,902,219 | 3.5% | ||
| vonaurolacu | 0 | 471,404,861 | 50% | ||
| vcclothing | 0 | 1,112,611,159 | 0.6% | ||
| ravenmus1c | 0 | 7,034,836,429 | 0.35% | ||
| tibfox | 0 | 114,127,017,873 | 100% | ||
| greddyforce | 0 | 1,683,532,591 | 0.75% | ||
| racibo | 0 | 999,697,377 | 0.75% | ||
| ablaze | 0 | 246,229,188,390 | 100% | ||
| inciter | 0 | 4,906,280,504 | 7% | ||
| cedricguillas | 0 | 300,240,564,320 | 70% | ||
| slobberchops | 0 | 535,295,351,490 | 6.29% | ||
| pladozero | 0 | 9,607,509,875 | 10% | ||
| nateaguila | 0 | 150,508,406,197 | 12% | ||
| sbi5 | 0 | 222,699,906,208 | 38.84% | ||
| apshamilton | 0 | 2,203,042,835,410 | 99% | ||
| wildwanderer | 0 | 1,465,500,491 | 50% | ||
| hamismsf | 0 | 636,115,178,862 | 99% | ||
| smartvote | 0 | 69,938,053,498 | 3.3% | ||
| yaelg | 0 | 63,899,433,633 | 89.1% | ||
| bagpuss | 0 | 691,653,360 | 5% | ||
| chops.support | 0 | 16,012,485,705 | 100% | ||
| unbiasedwriter | 0 | 792,007,392,283 | 100% | ||
| anarcist | 0 | 2,134,029,574 | 40% | ||
| miguelbaez | 0 | 881,556,938 | 7% | ||
| david.dicotomia | 0 | 511,732,182 | 7% | ||
| jpbliberty | 0 | 585,546,271 | 99% | ||
| photoparadise | 0 | 9,855,856,834 | 50% | ||
| alenox | 0 | 473,236,566 | 3.5% | ||
| beerlover | 0 | 5,014,051,800 | 3.5% | ||
| wanker | 0 | 5,989,100,393 | 100% | ||
| borjan | 0 | 2,203,869,610,240 | 100% | ||
| leighscotford | 0 | 785,074,276 | 1.5% | ||
| ph1102 | 0 | 476,324,804,467 | 14% | ||
| valerianis | 0 | 1,271,138,675 | 3.5% | ||
| sbi-tokens | 0 | 3,110,992,595 | 6.76% | ||
| whangster79 | 0 | 2,859,178,264 | 8% | ||
| unpopular | 0 | 94,139,113,201 | 8.5% | ||
| stoodmonsters | 0 | 34,375,792,391 | 70% | ||
| zirky | 0 | 36,109,111,556 | 50% | ||
| bilpcoinbpc | 0 | 3,700,471,083 | 20% | ||
| davidlionfish | 0 | 15,555,142,836 | 100% | ||
| grindle | 0 | 315,293,791,141 | 50% | ||
| hivebuzz | 0 | 12,735,666,492 | 3% | ||
| pinmapple | 0 | 748,980,910 | 1.5% | ||
| fabulousfurlough | 0 | 1,174,141,788 | 100% | ||
| discoveringarni | 0 | 17,896,369,545 | 15% | ||
| noelyss | 0 | 2,019,131,629 | 3.5% | ||
| millycf1976 | 0 | 471,512,463,094 | 100% | ||
| lucianav | 0 | 936,819,617 | 3.5% | ||
| hive-108278 | 0 | 605,724,454 | 35% | ||
| noalys | 0 | 1,224,637,729 | 3.5% | ||
| kattycrochet | 0 | 4,164,173,965 | 3.5% | ||
| cielitorojo | 0 | 3,388,482,818 | 4.89% | ||
| kriszrokk | 0 | 34,737,473,883 | 100% | ||
| elgatoshawua | 0 | 944,054,519 | 3.5% | ||
| hexagono6 | 0 | 421,822,087 | 3.5% | ||
| corvidae | 0 | 187,073,276,201 | 100% | ||
| jane1289 | 0 | 2,570,434,799 | 1.4% | ||
| power-kappe | 0 | 465,089,792 | 7% | ||
| fotomaglys | 0 | 2,956,580,818 | 3.5% | ||
| seryi13 | 0 | 691,295,214 | 4.89% | ||
| musicandreview | 0 | 535,644,151 | 0.75% | ||
| aprasad2325 | 0 | 1,270,228,036 | 3.5% | ||
| funshee | 0 | 53,923,378,599 | 100% | ||
| eustace-kidd | 0 | 801,307,592 | 3.5% | ||
| malhy | 0 | 1,236,814,402 | 3.5% | ||
| mimi.ruby | 0 | 154,975,014,592 | 70% | ||
| hoffmeister84 | 0 | 11,362,526,389 | 70% | ||
| albuslucimus | 0 | 185,108,048,714 | 100% | ||
| zihadlo | 0 | 1,760,325,714 | 100% | ||
| littlebee4 | 0 | 123,239,937,770 | 24% | ||
| xurph | 0 | 18,230,193,002 | 78% | ||
| cajiro | 0 | 10,459,091,399 | 100% | ||
| bings-cards | 0 | 975,404,718 | 100% | ||
| becca-mac | 0 | 55,549,191,920 | 20% | ||
| itsmikyhere | 0 | 453,552,333 | 0.75% | ||
| pinkchic | 0 | 596,140,956 | 1.75% | ||
| celestegray | 0 | 12,571,415,816 | 20% | ||
| ninjakitten | 0 | 16,217,638,974 | 100% | ||
| dahpilot | 0 | 4,812,455,626 | 10% | ||
| unmuted | 0 | 585,227,539 | 100% | ||
| skiptvads | 0 | 121,522,828,671 | 22% | ||
| tahastories1 | 0 | 765,975,712 | 3.5% | ||
| fiete | 0 | 4,373,383,566 | 100% | ||
| chisomdamian | 0 | 4,407,538,966 | 50% | ||
| claudiocruz | 0 | 986,928,531 | 4% | ||
| kathrynkw | 0 | 4,059,977,364 | 8% | ||
| ifhy | 0 | 1,045,038,284 | 35% | ||
| actifit-godfish | 0 | 7,483,005,961 | 100% | ||
| adaluna1973 | 0 | 60,518,682,581 | 100% | ||
| picazzy005 | 0 | 2,419,470,390 | 35% | ||
| anima-shot | 0 | 13,979,772,588 | 100% | ||
| allie.cat | 0 | 3,661,767,381 | 100% | ||
| plonketypiano | 0 | 2,979,531,323 | 100% | ||
| letusbuyhive | 0 | 1,225,797,976,464 | 17.5% | ||
| coffee-lovers | 0 | 1,208,327,480 | 100% | ||
| savvyfrog | 0 | 727,129,414 | 25% |
This is of topic. But since I already started [asking for favors](https://peakd.com/hive-174301/@fieryfootprints/can-you-please-help-me) could you please consider voting for my manga in this contest?
| author | fieryfootprints |
|---|---|
| permlink | sypuq1 |
| category | hive-102879 |
| json_metadata | {"links":["https://peakd.com/hive-174301/@fieryfootprints/can-you-please-help-me"],"app":"hiveblog/0.1"} |
| created | 2025-07-01 10:34:51 |
| last_update | 2025-07-01 10:34:51 |
| depth | 1 |
| children | 0 |
| last_payout | 2025-07-08 10:34:51 |
| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
| total_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| curator_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| promoted | 0.000 HBD |
| body_length | 199 |
| author_reputation | 270,368,458,961,610 |
| root_title | Triptych |
| beneficiaries | [] |
| max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
| percent_hbd | 0 |
| post_id | 143,686,681 |
| net_rshares | 0 |
Congratulations @honeydue! You have completed the following achievement on the Hive blockchain And have been rewarded with New badge(s) <table><tr><td><img src="https://images.hive.blog/60x70/https://hivebuzz.me/@honeydue/upvotes.png?202507010931"></td><td>You distributed more than 19000 upvotes.<br>Your next target is to reach 20000 upvotes.</td></tr> </table> <sub>_You can view your badges on [your board](https://hivebuzz.me/@honeydue) and compare yourself to others in the [Ranking](https://hivebuzz.me/ranking)_</sub> <sub>_If you no longer want to receive notifications, reply to this comment with the word_ `STOP`</sub> **Check out our last posts:** <table><tr><td><a href="/hive-122221/@hivebuzz/pum-202506-result"><img src="https://images.hive.blog/64x128/https://i.imgur.com/mzwqdSL.png"></a></td><td><a href="/hive-122221/@hivebuzz/pum-202506-result">Hive Power Up Month Challenge - June 2025 Winners List</a></td></tr><tr><td><a href="/hive-122221/@hivebuzz/pum-202507"><img src="https://images.hive.blog/64x128/https://i.imgur.com/M9RD8KS.png"></a></td><td><a href="/hive-122221/@hivebuzz/pum-202507">Be ready for the July edition of the Hive Power Up Month!</a></td></tr><tr><td><a href="/hive-122221/@hivebuzz/pud-202507"><img src="https://images.hive.blog/64x128/https://i.imgur.com/805FIIt.jpg"></a></td><td><a href="/hive-122221/@hivebuzz/pud-202507">Hive Power Up Day - July 1st 2025</a></td></tr></table>
| author | hivebuzz |
|---|---|
| permlink | notify-1751362647 |
| category | hive-102879 |
| json_metadata | {"image":["https://hivebuzz.me/notify.t6.png"]} |
| created | 2025-07-01 09:37:27 |
| last_update | 2025-07-01 09:37:27 |
| depth | 1 |
| children | 0 |
| last_payout | 2025-07-08 09:37:27 |
| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
| total_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| curator_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| promoted | 0.000 HBD |
| body_length | 1,432 |
| author_reputation | 369,478,685,041,893 |
| root_title | Triptych |
| beneficiaries | [] |
| max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
| percent_hbd | 10,000 |
| post_id | 143,685,888 |
| net_rshares | 0 |
Congratulations @honeydue! You received a personal badge! <table><tr><td>https://images.hive.blog/70x70/https://hivebuzz.me/badges/pud.s5.png?202507020005</td><td>You powered-up at least 1000 HP on Hive Power Up Day and got the biggest Power-Bee!<br>See you at the next Power Up day to see if you will repeat this feat.<br>May the Hive Power be with you!</td></tr></table> <sub>_You can view your badges on [your board](https://hivebuzz.me/@honeydue) and compare yourself to others in the [Ranking](https://hivebuzz.me/ranking)_</sub> **Check out our last posts:** <table><tr><td><a href="/hive-122221/@hivebuzz/pum-202506-result"><img src="https://images.hive.blog/64x128/https://i.imgur.com/mzwqdSL.png"></a></td><td><a href="/hive-122221/@hivebuzz/pum-202506-result">Hive Power Up Month Challenge - June 2025 Winners List</a></td></tr><tr><td><a href="/hive-122221/@hivebuzz/pum-202507"><img src="https://images.hive.blog/64x128/https://i.imgur.com/M9RD8KS.png"></a></td><td><a href="/hive-122221/@hivebuzz/pum-202507">Be ready for the July edition of the Hive Power Up Month!</a></td></tr><tr><td><a href="/hive-122221/@hivebuzz/pud-202507"><img src="https://images.hive.blog/64x128/https://i.imgur.com/805FIIt.jpg"></a></td><td><a href="/hive-122221/@hivebuzz/pud-202507">Hive Power Up Day - July 1st 2025</a></td></tr></table>
| author | hivebuzz |
|---|---|
| permlink | notify-1751415786 |
| category | hive-102879 |
| json_metadata | {"image":["https://hivebuzz.me/notify.t6.png"]} |
| created | 2025-07-02 00:23:06 |
| last_update | 2025-07-02 00:23:06 |
| depth | 1 |
| children | 0 |
| last_payout | 2025-07-09 00:23:06 |
| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
| total_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| curator_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| pending_payout_value | 0.000 HBD |
| promoted | 0.000 HBD |
| body_length | 1,336 |
| author_reputation | 369,478,685,041,893 |
| root_title | Triptych |
| beneficiaries | [] |
| max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 HBD |
| percent_hbd | 10,000 |
| post_id | 143,702,543 |
| net_rshares | 0 |
hiveblocks