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After I drank a packet of pills, I thought that I got rid of all problems and suffering. It was not, after around 10-12 hours I woke up.

My head was splitting apart, the body was broken like hell inside me settled down and tore my organs. Somehow miraculously I survived, apparently has not yet come my time.

I every day, every night, waiting for a call from Vicki. As soon as I hear the ringing of the phone, constantly hoping that it's Vic.

It's like she didn't want to let go of me, slowly destroying me. My torment with Vika lasted about 4 months, then luckily let me go. And now I'm afraid to imagine what it would do to me if she hadn't asked me to leave.

Frightened for himself. I'm sure deserve the best!

Well, the WTO time, I began to pursue my debts. My home began to break the bailiffs. I leshili from-for debts of a driver's license. This is the most expensive I had.

I was hiding from people, because it could harm my health. Repeatedly my friends passed the words of those who I have that if they find me then I'm going to bathe in the river.

I had not easy! how!?

So, I could not even to go home, I sat at home for weeks. If they went to the city to see, air to breathe, then only at night. When it's dark and people are resting.

Do you know how long it lasted?

It last up to this long, 2 years already. I have repeatedly left to work in other cities and even the country, but all around me deceived and did not pay. So, I now until then, reap the fruits of the past. I sit as a disabled person at home, limiting themselves in society.

Probably the only consolation in my life right now, all of a sudden appeared and I am very happy. It's the Voice, where I can write to share and I become easy. Though I understand that it is not interesting :).

This will finish writing the story, then have to write there is nothing, happens every day is the same. I can only dream...

It is really very terrible, terrible to live their youth. Perhaps I have lived, and now just pay for it.