Help Me by iamthegray

poetry · @iamthegray · Jun 22 '18

$1.49

Help Me

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I cry but you see no tears
So you think it's all an act
It's been this way all these years
But you all think I'm alright 

I shout but you hear no sound
So you think I'm faking it
To this demons I'm forever bound
But you all think I'm alright 

I write but you see no emotions 
So you think I'm simply writing for  steemit
But my keyboard is greased with my tears
There's too much pain, these verse can't ryhme

I'm dying but you can't see a wond
So you think I just want your attention 
Of course, I want your attention 
But that's coz I'm dying and need someone to help me

Image source: [Pixabay](https://pixabay.com/en/hand-sea-water-wave-clouds-help-792920/)


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kiwideb	105,991,554,152	33%
ogoowinner	297,584,970,116	66%
blessedman939	3,139,903,820	20%
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dubem-eu	1,417,402,974	50%
elixbaba	439,442,113	50%
andesta	84,472,484	50%
lablockchain	2,488,216,468	19%
pelvis	314,492,891	50%
philarboi	195,225,012	50%
mela65	164,636,341	50%
iamthegray	3,630,293,969	100%
starbele	167,021,230	50%
spark92	161,826,035	50%
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funshel	496,446,035	50%
hokpulor	157,884,646	50%
jegede	956,223,187	100%
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gamsam	93,430,042	3%
john8284	61,163,161	10%
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pandygirl	827,351,345	20%
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matthewthonyit	105,185,989	50%
kaylog	155,623,581	50%
imbigdee	327,803,799	30%
ilukzymoore	131,436,625	30%
mercydiva	262,346,067	50%
eddy-18	483,855,432	100%
liltom	1,114,838,275	25%
ilukujoseph	180,065,167	30%
iamthenerd	1,092,370,322	10%
sola3097	86,813,347	50%
reachout	386,475,936	100%
mfunbee	578,342,028	100%
switmag	924,803,759	50%
darkmayhem	315,571,300	50%
alfred1	306,060,094	50%
ajpaulo	304,868,825	50%
sbi2	9,417,767,436	2%
bibby	305,171,046	50%
rextylerblunt	302,147,188	70%
jersteemit	231,908,525	50%
alexmalone	175,626,967	30%
dwriterinme	299,091,295	50%
mcluz	301,618,097	50%
speedgonzales	559,061,863	100%
we-are-africa	2,249,156,516	29.65%
simplewole	76,543,224	50%
mattyabo	337,238,041	30%
obaseki	814,910,276	100%
finite-clothings	79,298,328	15%
steemjoy	305,536,684	50%
queenbibee	180,162,821	30%
artcreator	64,108,693	50%
faloseyi	183,408,108	30%
grayesque	2,167,737,668	100%
kcpwesh	597,367,658	100%
newsnow	217,616,821	50%
chiknows	304,746,508	50%
osakuni	180,461,082	50%
keyaghosh	152,371,458	25%
barbievirtuous	298,921,663	50%
pekom	192,956,369	50%
walexworld	103,955,733	25%
asarahgodson	305,312,523	50%
uncleg	306,352,225	50%
asoju	164,510,933	50%
dman-dmania	156,002,183	50%
eberedeboss	176,708,369	50%
dantoyin	255,910,035	50%
komospele	182,812,435	50%
jackbawa	216,678,181	50%
ogsenti	94,871,451	50%

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