 Tonight it was raining again Together with memories that tilt the wound in the liver Injuries that should be treated What I hope never happened I remember when my father left, and we started starving The usual thing for me, living on the streets When I do not understand, the meaning of a divorce That destroyed all the wonderful things I once had Naturally when this time, I envy you Happy living thanks to the beautiful atmosphere of home The thing I always compare with my dark life There is no self-esteem for my life to survive Maybe I can forget it for a moment With the liquor that I am currently holding Or scratch the glass on my arm Whatever I do, I want to forget But when I start to realize, from the rest of the drunk last night The pain of this wound is getting deeper in my feelings As I have understood, how beautifully loved Things I've never gotten, since I live on the streets. LIVE YOUR LIFE MORE POSITIVELY.
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