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How can I make this better, how do I make it better?

How do I grow? I feel stuck

Like a cheetah on a tortoise's back like I'm limited by myself

I just want to prove to myself that I can, I just want to show myself that I am more than this

I need to show me, that I can be better, I'm not concerned about others

The only competition is me and I feel like someone in this too is losing

Not two of us cause I was born to win, present or past

Please get this, I need a different me, I need a new experience

I need my plans made out, I need them to kiss my reality

I need to flesh them out they're still in the spirit or soul

I'm just tired of the same old same old

I want new, I need new

I work hard but now I think I need smart, I need a KPI to determine if I'm making progress

I need the right parameters and measures, how do I even know if I'm doing it right if I'm my own teacher and student

I need a teacher, I need someone and I have him thank God

I want more than just the me presently, I need to learn more and meet new people, make new connections 

Face new challenges, I need to face new challenges

I need more

Dear Lord can you hear me?

Are these ideas I have supposed to come to reality? After they of you or are they just my imaginations?

You work in me both to will and to do and you sponsor no flops.

I am no flop
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