From the bottom of my heart [ESP/ENG] by ivanetta23

hive-110372 · @ivanetta23 · 2025-06-11T14:20:57+00:00 (edited)

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From the bottom of my heart [ESP/ENG]

‎[ESP]

![IMG_20201114_082740.jpg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/ivanetta23/23z7NW4qk1jCJ2cdroMfK4i1z4UDkn6b2eiM36HvR3FpYCdENAUC4bPJKT11WSw2oAM38.jpg)

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‎Hola comunidad, espero estén bien. El día de hoy hablo desde el corazón, aunque he estado estable y con buen ánimo los últimos días, también he tenido algo de gripe y mi familia también. Pero pienso en como estará mi mamá, como la estará pasando con mi hermana...
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‎Mi mamá tiene Alzheimer y bueno, no era fácil llevar el día con ella. Sin embargo, la podía ver, y sabía que estaba bien en general, Pero los últimos días ella decayó mucho y adelgazó sobremanera. Fue bastante alarmante el asunto, y la llevé al hospital Pero no me dijeron nada nuevo. Cuando se la llevó mi hermana a su casa prometió darle mejores cosas. Y agradezco que sea así porque yo luchaba para que todos en casa tuvieran sus 3 comidas. Aunque era difícil sin un buen ingreso.

![IMG_20200104_170838.jpg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/ivanetta23/23uFPTkKo3UCm6CGCuwcmNbcsD73gyFe5TPJPo2t1VipdCidArBpoAhd1UnrniQptWNbz.jpg)

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‎Hoy, a semanas de que se la hayan llevado, pienso en ella y hablo con ella como si estuviese conmigo y le digo "no te preocupes mamá, criaste a una buena mujer". Y lo digo porque ella siempre procuró que yo tuviese las mejores lecciones, que fuese alguien útil, aunque me sobreprotegía y muchas cosas de la que sé hoy fue porque salí a vivir mi vida sola, pero también cuando me encontré a mi misma en el camino vinieron a mi todas las enseñanzas de mi madre que siempre me habló con el corazón, y siempre quería lo mejor para mi.
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‎Hoy en día, la entiendo más. Entiendo sus luchas con mi padre para que fuese un hombre de bien. Entiendo que muchas veces se la puse difícil y que ella como ser humano al fin, no sabía cómo actuar. Entiendo que ella no era perfecta y que yo tampoco lo soy, pero se que si actuamos desde el corazón podemos ver una luz en el camino y enderezar nuestras rutas.
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‎Yo la extraño, siento que deja un vacío y solo quiero que esté bien a pesar de que ya no es la misma. Siento que será una fiesta muy grande en nuestros corazones cuando nos volvamos a ver y trataré de que esté contenta de que verme bien.

![IMG_20200104_155032.jpg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/ivanetta23/23xepBojS5NpnD9S4oNMvNe7p3A3N8KCkob9hUz168qCuFeqVxBiNomzZdVspr2e1spDq.jpg)

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‎Quiero decirle: perdóname mami por no entenderte antes, perdóname todas las veces que no te escuché. Perdoname por mis errores que te afectaban.
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‎Hoy quiero ser mejor hija, mejor madre. Y quiero acompañarte hasta el último de tus días, madre querida. ❤️
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‎[ENG]
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‎Hello community, I hope you are well. Today I speak from the heart, although I have been stable and in good spirits the last few days, I have also had some flu and my family too. But I think about how my mom is doing, how she is doing with my sister....
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‎My mom has Alzheimer's and well, it wasn't easy to get through the day with her. However, I could see her, and I knew she was fine in general, but the last few days she declined a lot and lost a lot of weight. It was quite alarming, and I took her to the hospital, but they told me nothing new. When my sister took her home she promised to give her better things. And I'm thankful that's the case because I was fighting for everyone at home to have their 3 meals. Even though it was hard without a good income.

![IMG-20190525-WA0017.jpg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/ivanetta23/23tvCSLH4akE48M4nnjZ65M1qWQjcmjEkWhBWq49vss6jgvubJmNQYdZuazAYp5e35NJv.jpg)

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‎Today, weeks after she was taken away, I think of her and I talk to her as if she were with me and I tell her "don't worry mom, you raised a good woman". And I say that because she always made sure that I had the best lessons, that I was someone useful, although she overprotected me and many things that I know today was because I went out to live my life alone, but also when I found myself on the road came to me all the teachings of my mother who always spoke to me from the heart, and always wanted the best for me.

![IMG_20190317_175925.jpg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/ivanetta23/EonmQbYrXY22UCqokQYifbP1kL4BDdn2PRd4vMGjcLUh9bwedfYaBT9yLDNqYjFAimq.jpg)

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‎Today, I understand her more. I understand her struggles with my father to make him a good man. I understand that many times I gave her a hard time and that she, as a human being at the end, did not know how to act. I understand that she was not perfect and neither am I, but I know that if we act from the heart we can see a light on the road and straighten our paths.

![IMG_20190317_182347.jpg](https://files.peakd.com/file/peakd-hive/ivanetta23/23z73PtwuAnxU1Bp6eHWfpKoUP3c9UhJnx4exm9Xm4BQzQx2PyrhjRpVBJ8fE56fQ5hM1.jpg)

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‎I miss her, I feel she leaves a void and I just want her to be okay even though she is not the same. I feel it will be a big party in our hearts when we see each other again and I will try to make her happy to see me well.
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‎I want to tell her: forgive me mommy for not understanding you before, forgive me for all the times I didn't listen to you. Forgive me for my mistakes that affected you.
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‎Today I want to be a better daughter, a better mother. And I want to accompany you until the last of your days, dear mother. ❤️
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