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**Date Sent**: 26 June 2025
**Origin**: Forward Observation Post / Reality Line B
**Urgency Level**: Cautiously Elevated

> “Some truths don’t need decoding—they just need courage.”

The heat broke records last week. My inbox broke expectation. A full manuscript request, the kind of email you imagine, rehearse for, write toward. And yet… my hands hovered.

What happens when the door opens and you’re not sure who’s holding it?

I did my research. I always do. But in the glow of recognition, it’s easy to mistake any light for warmth. Now, deeper into the publisher’s orbit, I’m asking harder questions: What do they offer? What do I? Is this alignment, or just motion? Because I don’t want to be someone’s inventory. I want to be someone’s investment.

This isn’t fear. This is evolution. The rush of being wanted is real. But so is the quiet courage of waiting, of seeing the long game. I’m starting to realize the question isn’t whether this is my break. It’s whether it’s my fit. And whether I see their gaps not just as opportunity, but as invitation to be a solution. That’s partnership. Anything less is just a deal.

Meanwhile, the planet simmers, Alberta snows, and fiction remains the clearest mirror I own. Each morning, I return to the desk and sketch out what resistance might look like in my next novel.
- What if memory was rewritten, and unstable?
- What if history had to be reconstructed from smuggled fragments?
- What if truth was the last thing we learned how to carry?

The story’s still unfolding. Clues coming soon. Follow me for more on *Pejorative*.

But this dispatch isn’t about fiction. It’s about the last two weeks, about choosing not just to write, but to weigh what’s worth sharing, and where. It’s about doubt as a sign of integrity. About feeling the heat and choosing not to melt. About continuing anyway.

Not for escapism. For record-keeping.

This is why I’m cautious. Why I hesitate before I hit send. The work matters too much to vanish into the wrong hands. I’m not just writing to be read. I’m writing to outlast the noise.

—J.B.

**Postscript**:
Marty and Doc didn’t hit 88mph. They stayed. Maybe we’re all meant to, for now. This is the stupidest timeline. But I get to write in it. That’s not nothing.