Close Your Eyes by jeffoto

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kr · @jeffoto · Mar 21 '18 (edited)

Close Your Eyes

안녕하세요, Jeffoto 입니다. 



오늘은 조금 우울한 날씨에 맞춰 조금은 어두운 이야기를 해보고자 합니다. 

![1521649741508.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmNaYbzgnZynyrfzK13FqnYDZ6qgkvg5yrNHCTXZxp86ae/1521649741508.jpg)




이 사진을 보면 어떤 생각이 드시나요? 


저는 이 사진을 찍을 때 그런 생각을 했어요.







나는보고 싶은 것만 보는 것은 아닐까.








이유 없는 죄책감을 느끼거나,
내가 마음에 무거움을 싣거나, 
조금이라도 부담감을 주는 

그런 것들로부터 눈을 돌리는 것은 아닐까.





가끔은 그런 생각이 드는 날들이 있습니다.

내가 가진 이 모든 것들은 누군가는 가지지 못한 것들이니까

그들에게 미안하다고 말은 못하더라도 

마음 속으로 수십번 그런 말을 한다고.







'그대가 가지지 못한 것을 누리고 있어 죄송합니다'







길에서 만난그들로부터,
황급히 시선을 돌린다.
이유는 확실치 않은 채로.



그들의 목소리를 뒤로 한 채 걸어가니,
발걸음 소리만 거리를 채우고 있을 뿐이다.

👍 omnit, jeffoto

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