人生不外乎半醉半醒，谁人清醒一世？ by jiangchen

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cn · @jiangchen · Nov 12 '19

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人生不外乎半醉半醒，谁人清醒一世？

![配图·姜辰 大学时代的摄影](https://www.mhcf.net/content/uploadfile/201911/f3cc1573570315.jpg)

#### 序

> 许久不曾饮酒，三个人喝完了一瓶500ml的柔雅，50度，在归来时感受了几分冷风的韵味，现在只觉得几分莫名的头晕。而在这头晕之中，莫名想高歌一曲。

#### 01

月溅星河化成雨，

只剩孤独长途，

漫长而又孤独的夜路，

一个人，独自苍茫而去。

#### 02

我一直在想我究竟选择了什么

可是每一次面对自己的心灵

我总是难以想起

当初自己对自己的承诺。

#### 03

先生活下去

先安顿好自己的现在

先让自己生活的更好

我们总是苟且的让自己的现在更好

却慢慢的发现

其实，我们想要的，离我们越来越远。

#### 04

人民教师在深夜里改着作业，羡慕着朝九晚五

其它人在羡慕着人民教师的两个假期

我在莫名其妙之间补着不知所谓在海浪中航行

他人在看到明天的风浪时想与我一起风平浪静

在南橘北枳的现在，我们如同围城一般互相仰慕

我

在一条没有理解没有体谅没有明白的路上！

#### 05

我走过长河漫漫

我看着坟墓森森

我看着鬼火粼粼

我想着岁月悠悠

原来，先驱埋骨他乡

故乡，认为先驱得意

不过是

看不到的沧桑岁月

明不白的寒冷时光

#### 06

做我所爱的事情

行我所爱的风格

我将自己压抑成囚笼里的猛兽

慢慢发现所有的牙齿都已经跌落

#### 07

我一直认为岁月无情

却慢慢发现人才是无情

归根结底只是情不再是情

成就了不在走心的谈情

#### 08

不同的面具里不同的人性

流氓里的文雅书生

书生里的肆意流氓

程序代码里的墨笔挥毫

一曲高歌诗人中的冷静编码

原来，我只是我自己的玩家

我在我自己的游戏里

成为了我自己的bug。

#### 09

路上

寒风吹过

在战栗之间感觉到了自己生理的需求

原来我只是一个人

纵我提刀策马，比上百万雄狮

但我，只是一个人。

#### 10

醉酒而歌，不知所云。

可是，又有谁，究竟清醒过？

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@annepink · Nov 13 '19 (edited)

姜老师想嗨神马歌呢... 💁对酒当歌🍻... [笑红尘](https://node.kg.qq.com/play?s=-5jAST-IQBcha-5k&shareuid=6399948027243e833c&topsource=a0_pn201001006_z11_u149529988_l1_t1573608512__)开心到老😸

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@jiangchen · Nov 14 '19

哈哈哈哈，这个笑红尘我也很喜欢。2333

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@cnvote · Nov 13 '19

@tipu curate

👍 jiangchen

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@tipu · Nov 13 '19

<a href="https://tipu.online/curator?cnvote" target="_blank">Upvoted &#128076;</a> (Mana: 0/4)

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@softmetal · Nov 14 '19

@cn-curation推荐文章

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