Holy fucking shit! I'm 4.5k words into writing about Janelle and Cody's blackmail bargain. I got her topless, and naked today. He finally offered her an orgasm and against her better judgement (rage) she took it.

This is an example of a story taking on a life of its own because I'm not a good enough writer.

Let me explain.

The original plan was this:

Act Two:

- Cody blackmails her into having sex. Then anal sex. Threatening to show her parent’s his video or else she can give in to her desires like she did with the boy in the pool house.
- He fucks her in his home
- Fucks her in her pool house while playing the video, taking up the butt
- trains her to wear a plug all day, and have him take it out and makes her cum

I started with him demanding blow jobs. It seemed more in line with the video he took of her blowing a guy. Then it morphed into her giving him a blow every day. Then I wanted to lace in that he was falling in love with her, and that she was having stockholm syndrome (falling in love with your captor) like realizing she enjoyed his dominance.

It is taking much longer to the anal bargain sex. I say I'm not a good enough writer because I don't know how to manipulate someone like he is her. I don't know how to push a lever that would be plausible to force her into giving up her ass.

I think i'm leaning more to the gradual pushing every more intense sex acts over time to build up gradually to blow jobs, reciprocal oral, eventually sex, and then a plug up her butt.

At what point does she start looking forward to it? It has to be after she starts cumming too. Right now she is just being trained to listen to commands and take his dick. I want Janelle to be somewhat okay with the sex; I don't want Cody raping her. Well, the blow jobs by blackmail, technically is. But this is a story about kink, about older/younger master/servant dominance. The abuse is real, but it leads to a happily every after; even if despicable and atrocious act itself. The feminist in me does not want to write this story; but my fingers around my clit do. I'm hot from writing this one. It turns me on.

I'm ploughing through words today, I'm pushing them out with enthusiasm like Janelle is learning to with her mouth.

I'm excited for this story, and am hopeful with another 10k words between today and tomorrow I can finish it and get it live by sunday!

Expect this cover to be much more "explicit" I'm gonna stack keywords like "brat" "mature" "train" "noncon" or something. I did some amazon research and "blackmail" in the title didn't seem to get the books banned. I worry about it though. There must be a code word that means the same thing. I don't want to be put in the adult dungeon.where you get no sales.