>*All Images Taken with My Infinix S4*
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So someone mistakenly took a shot of me while I was basically in a stream of consciousness, perplexed, worried and perturbed and after taking a glance at this picture today, the reason why I was basically saddened at that period of time came flooding back through my mind like a memories in a flask and I remembered it was because i finally came to term that I might never find love, not a relationship, not a partnership. Love that embodied understanding, acceptance, sacrifice and totality. In my opinion, love is textbook literature and why is this? **This is because at least that's what we make of it. We meet people today become entangled tomorrow, get distracted the next day and broken apart on the first day and well the cycle continues. we know how it begins and how it ends** and because of this, it's like a fictitious play that we already understand how it pans out and sometimes I look at it as a script and only the actors remains very different.
**Sometimes we crave accreditation after attaining success in life, people who are rich always want to crown their riches and their efforts with finding love and it becomes like a seal or an exaltation** of everything they have basically accomplished in life but when you basically look at their love life and how it pans out it'll amaze you how we tend to repeat the same cycle over and over again without having to rethink the process and pain through which these rigorous process affect our mental wellness as people. True love sometimes hardly gets authenticity and why is this? *A huge gulf in difference often hinders love and that's why in my like of experience, I'll tell you that love doesn't conquer all* love is too fragile and at the end some more persistent and powerful circumstances truncates and uproots what remains of the essence of love. **The greatest love stories in the world hardly have happy ending, take a look at Orpheus and Erudice or Juliet and Romeo.** I know these stories might seem like Fiction but if you must know, they're an embodiment of stories of love that was never told by people who went through it. Of course literature remains a caricature of the human society.
So while we encapsulate how beautiful, powerful and strong love can be **I believe our modern soap operas, television series and many other aren't really feeding the general public the love true story from an omniscient point of view.** As a result we hear of too much pain, suicide and unwarranted actions. A cousin of mine told me that his girlfriend wasn't happy with her because he wasn't really showing her affection and when I checked her WhatsApp status updates I saw her uploading a lot of Korean series love episodes and it dawned on me that's she's been brainwashed into living in a life where she craved textbook love only shown in television series. You see Sometimes we're too expectant instead of being indifferent, careful and hesitant. *The reason why you think you love someone too much and they don't love you in return is because you become a believer too quickly in a person.* You synonymise them with qualities which they hardly embody because you want them to exactly turn out the way you want and when they fail it feels like a betrayal. Truth is when we place too much pressure on love it become infatuated, a little too unreal and imitated.
**At the end, Acceptance is all that matters is** and why is this? In the beginning when I started out I told you that I was in a mood where I was coming to term with acceptance of the fact that I might not find love or love might not find me and the best way to move on is understanding that people aren't really the angels we met on that first day we offered them a drink and they smiled and took us off our feet.
In all fairness it's difficult to love and if peradventure we can't agree then we need exemplary experiences. Sometimes love doesn't rule and it's because it's not so powerful enough to exterminate other Circumstances that stands as obstacles it dies a natural death of which only time mend it's aftermath.
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