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Have you ever felt that as humans we're encapsulated into a very fragile casing with so many overbearing contents which makes it seems like a sort of improper fraction? In truth the human design is probably the most sophisticated natural existence that'll ever happen but even as at this there's a certain sort of disappointment and a feeling of unfulfillment when you attend funerals even when the person being buried seems to be at a pretty reasonable age to have actualised a sizable purpose, there's still this regret that he could have lived on to do more. That said, it's no longer news that humans are insatiable and despite how long we might have gotten to do something it still seems like just a little time provided the outcome of the life we're living and lived was filled with laudable accomplishment. In essence there's a period where we're nearing the end I mean there's this sense of finality that seem to overcloud your mental capacity and it signals the end. But just like we're designed to always see a possibility in survival in other to keep thriving despite all odds going against us.


In truth we could do more if we're unaffected by the passage of time but also we could abuse the fact that life isn't as priceless and we might just about lose our humanity. People like Hitler, Idi Amin of Uganda lived ruthless lives and they were only halted by death and their nefarious activities came to an abrupt end when their hearts stopped beating. However do you know that these people could've done more if there wasn't this halt to the whole process of unchecked domination? Believe me an unbelievable balance has been crested and as much as good things and good people seems to come and go so quick so also does really wicked and inhumane people. There's of course a system that sets a balance it seems unfair that there's no exceptions as to the hammer that hits unexpectedly and even when we let our mind ramble on especially in funeral places where we are lost in thought as to why a good person who could have offered more was taken so quickly we should understand that there are some reality that the mind is too shallow to understand or take.



In my younger years there was a time I couldn't maintain a constant period of good health, I could tell I had more to offer life even when I was emaciated, haggard, malnourished and sickly I feel that I wasn't accomplished. Living through enormous pain and having people around tired of nursing me to health was a constant psychological pain I had to endure. I was powerless to bring the change I wanted and even when I seem too fragile to even speak sometimes laying in the hospital bed I had this capacity so strong that I held on to. That said, suicide was never an option, the only time I considered it was because I knew my pain and health incarceration was a burden to the loved ones around me. It however surprises people that  some other persons who are bereaved or going through testing times can find a state where they no longer have the will to live but the truth is the will to live is taken away when someone finds no purpose to keep thriving or feel they've contributed enough and their value isn't appreciated anymore and apart from this we sometimes have to reckon to a darker force as well.

In conclusion we won't fully understand the process of give and take because knowledge is flying from left, right and centre, existing simultaneously and we're not omniscient entities so we're clustered to only knowledge we're exposed to and the knowledge that we're exposed to is only a tiny percentage of what forms an inalienable reality. We're allowed to really bask at the shortage of time and how we could have done more. Bloody hell! we'd all love to still have someone like Albert Einstein with us how our stances on what is right and what is wrong forms only a humane perception but do we really know that the externalities of life doesn't really function based on our perception? perception makes some part of reality but not all and that part it doesn't make is that part that contains everything we don't understand about life. However not everything has a reason some things taking place might just be a process or a cycle that must be completed. I know we're being led sometimes by our emotions but the truth is emotion is hardly considered in the process of life that isn't affected by human actions.