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It's been one week I've been up and running and putting in place and executing my plans to move to my new apartment obviously to start a new life and **when I look at the whole process, it's not just physically daunting, it's mentally challenging, psychologically strenuous** and well the whole process of changing environment meeting new people and having to shift or adjust one's attitude isn't really exciting except there's a certainty to of something huge like a better job with better pay or something more mind blowing or thrilling if not the whole process of changing and adapting isn't something I've looked up to since I was young and I don't know if this is a normal phenomenon or is it something only really peculiar to me. **The truth is that having to meet up to a standard is exhilarating even if it may pay dividends or toughens one up we don't get the advantages as a factor that pushes us** while we are at the initiality of beginning something new.


**In truth progress is a choice but moving forward isn't, the truth is that we can be moving forward without progressing,** so while moving to a new apartment might signal moving forward it doesn't signal progress the reason is because we don't choose to grow old or choose to embrace new responsibility, they actually choose us to accomplish them and while mostly we can't run away from it it's all part of moving forward and the whole process to actualising the whole stage of child to teenage to adulthood. Definitely I should feel a sense of accomplishment or growth but the fact is that I didn't and it's maybe it's because I don't feel an upward thrust or feel myself totally getting it, for a fact we feel it when we're growing and when it seems like we're growing but we can't feel it then it's really not a growth that makes impact. **Many people go to work get increase in salaries and get promoted yet they don't even feel this growth and they still wonder why.**


I've been living off steem for quite a while and there's been this trepidation as to when my steem fund will reach before it serves of the purposes I've ever wanted or prior to when we see another bull run by all means and looking at my development on all front as a human being, both educationally and many other angles it still pretty much feels like I'm stagnant and the reason for this is something my brain might have spotted but I'm still callous or unaware about these factors. **In truth we can only feel true growth when our efforts are multiplied or raised to power** and even we start benefiting from angles we didn't plan for and even when the human being has been touted to be insatiable, there is always a way we'd experience growth it'll feel like we've gotten to a tipping point. That said, u felt this way during 2017's bull run and since then it hasn't felt that way for me as a human being.


In conclusion I don't know, I'm I the only one experiencing unfulfillment? **Maybe it's because I'm accomplishing or getting things done at a later stage in life?** Or maybe I'm at that point where my eggs are placed in one basket? Or maybe it's still not being able to reach that point of physical wellness in my health conditions Truth is I can't tell the reasons why. Howbeit this feelings often lingers for a long period of time until some invincible change of event happens and change everything for the better. **Truth is we don't even know when things will turn out for the better because we've accepted the fact that we have to overlook these things we feel just so we could continue vehemently and rigorously** so that the we could feel this sense of growing while moving in life. I've come to the terms that acceptance is the only solution when there are no answer to questions that we have deep down and when we start approaching a certain point in life it makes sense to know that we've been doing our best and time still remains the solution to all questions unanswered.