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There's this ineptitude that I tend to exhibit when it comes to doing things the first time and this sometimes diminishes my morale towards a particular prospect. This has made me question my mental preparations whenever I'm undergoing a new task at hand. I was actually going through a screening process and I found out that something was always wrong with my documents and papers and I was also turned away or something disastrous would happen to my documents and I'll have to begin from the start therefore losing money and time and calories in the process. Truth is, many people are very effective when it comes to doing things for the first time and some people totally socks at *first times*. I totally sat down to analyze the reason why I do things during be the first time and I found out that the reason is because I'm always thinking of the next steps to take without finally going through the initial stage and it makes me overlook the fact that being too focused on being overly productive can make various thoughts simultaneously going on through the mind clash and instead of the brain to produce excellence and brightness it becomes too clustered with relevant and irrelevant things thus making us unproductive.
In truth being a genius sometimes makes us (genius) move on wavelength that isn't really the prerequisite of the people we're dealing with, so instead of lauding us, they end up mocking the awkwardness that comes with the way we reason, deduce actions and also tackle problems. This makes people who are genius appear stupid when they're doing things differently and this is often why it seems too superfluous to be brilliant or intelligent because geniuses become people who really don't fuction at a normal wavelength and thus it become too complicated to deal with. In truth doing things ahead requires calculative reasoning and and another thing is that calculative reasoning can fail because there's no certainty of 100% success and when people who are smart deals with not so smart people, they're often let down, hated and ridiculed simply because the people who are doing this are trying to make up for the smartness which they don't have.
Back to doing things for the first time, when you Fail at first time for almost everything you do, this is huge chance that you're a genius and you're being too smart too excellent and this often to mess the due process that comes with externalities in life. It's not too bad to be calculative but sometimes we often mess up with being to calculative and the end result is often denial or rejection. In so many situations I've weighed the reasons for my failure at first time and it comes as a result of preparing for things that I anticipate to happen and when they turn out otherwise it boils down on the fact that I was too much of in a hurry in other to follow due process. In an African setting dreams are killed because people who are prodigy are often taken lightly, taken as a joke because the dare to bring the future into the present and that's why African might never surpass Europe or America in terms of human and science and technology.
In truth, there are ambassadors of backwardness in life making sure that progress doesn't make then stuck behind because they're too lazy to catch up with the ever moving trend of change. So this makes the people who might bring revolutions to be constantly kept in the loop. When we exhibit what might be a attitude that seems to Futuristic to be *now* you'll end up moving more be backward in life because sometimes people are too afraid of the impact the future might bring on them. The irony of life is that no one wants to agree with things that are wrong because it takes stress to be right and being right and fighting to be seen ah being right often brings a cantankerous feedback about us and the fact that we're now villains because we dared to be extraordinary.
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