I've got a mental condition ( one of the symptoms is Social Anxiety Disorder) that prevents me from contributing constantly to the hive community. It's one I've suffered for over a decade, I take drugs  which helps somehow. Despite that I try my best to stay active on the platform, mostly through supporting others with comments plus occasional posts. Though sometimes I take extended breaks to regain my mental wellness.

It's the question for me,  so finally replied me and said a couple of things which I said its in my plans and I'm working towards that just my current space and everything is just so unsettling for me right now,   I told him these actions is affecting me psychologically.

This is were the real struggle lies,  every Illness and everything thing in life is psychologically related, as a content creator it takes a lot from you to be able to seat tight and craft words in their right context to be able to analyse event and happening to text and be able to help another see it from your own perspective, after all of these some one seats somewhere and wash it all down,  deriving joy in doing that.... 

Well for the mean time I'll keep doing what I love doing,  not for the take home

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Health issues suck and I think it's just about losing motivation. It's hard to stay consistent and once you break that streak, it's hard to get back into a consistent schedule. Maybe the toll of creating the best content also drains people. So that is why I choose to make content that I want to make rather than cater to  what might appeal to the most people.

It's sad to see people give up what they love due to their health. Like you said, the mind can't function properly if the body is not in good health. 
I totally agree with this. 

I do read your post, and I think you're an exceptional writer and content creator. 
Should I say I'm a little jealous of how your blog looks 😅,your cover images are so nice!! Going into photography professionally is a great idea. 

> If you needed a sign, then this is it😁 

Optimal content ∝ optimal health

Sticking with mobile or going to own a camera someday? There are crazy shots on mobile these days anyway.

A lot of people with different problems and I quite understand when someone stops posting on Hive due to health challenges. You see, sometimes the body is willing to keep pushing but the mind wouldn't. When health challenges happen, it greatly affects the mind too, only a few would still stay positive and not actually feel their health should be a restriction to what they love doing from the start. 

Many people find solace when they pour out their minds through writing, not because they want others to feel for them, it's because they just want to feel light in them and also help encourage someone out there. There are still those who care. 

You are a strong guy seriously and if you must know, I do wish you are strongly healthy, free from your illnesses one day. I hope you pick up your interest in photography and do the big work. All the best, Jose.

I think many of us here have our health challenges. You have a had a rough go every since the death of your brother. I'm glad you keep up your posing, you produce great material that I enjoy reading.  I was sad to see that person go as well, but you have to take care of yourself first in the end I suppose!
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Oh boy… I’m actually on Hive because of my health. Writing about my condition gives me strength, and the support I receive here means so much to me. You never know who might be dealing with the same challenges and could find comfort in my words. Writing helps me stay calm, it’s where I find my strength. I hope you’re ok! 💪

I know a lot happens in life and people react differently to different circumstances, but I hope that I won't ever loose my passion for creating on Hive, even if not so regularly.