>Suicide is finality. When it's done, it's done. It is a cowardly act. I mean no offense by that, but I believe it is. It is far more brave to face problems head on and eventually find yourself way better off than before. There is no courage in complete and total surrender.

Very reflective I stay with this phrase, because I try not to think about things too much because that hurts me a lot, I think that at some point in our lives we pass that thought to mind, I always wonder what will happen in the future with so many bad things that happen in the world, what I do here, what is my purpose, certainly many bizarre and crazy things have happened to me throughout my life, but I always try to think of those people for whom I always fight, life is beautiful as it is, just face and be ready for what is coming, thanks for sharing your internal struggles with all of us, a hug ☺