昨天老爹在留观室躺了一晚上，说是留观室，其实是在走廊上。现在医院病人太多，人满为患。 麻麻找了院长，好容易才弄到一张病床，下午2点空出来，老爹又在病房的走廊上躺了两个多小时，然后终于躺上了病床。 这是医院的老楼，一个病房6张床，病床之间刚好够放一张椅子，所以晚上陪床基本是不可能了。晚上所有的事情只能拜托护工了。 晚上给老爹带了饭，可是他一直昏睡，只有麻麻说话他能醒过来一会，于是麻麻不停地和他说话，二姐趁机喂了半碗饭  昨天晚上急诊医生看了验血和CT的结果，说癌症几乎是没跑了，基本上还有3~6个月的时间。这其实比我预想的时间要长，我只希望老爹在最后的时间里没有什么痛苦。 老爹上午还是很清醒的，仍旧是说不要放弃他，说他这辈子过得好苦。我觉得老爹有点可怜，他教了一辈子书，但是自己并没有学好面对死亡这门课。我想，一个人如果真正的深爱过，不管多么不舍，最终还是能够坦然面对死亡的。 只要老爹把肺部积液都抽光，不再发烧，我会接他回家，陪他走好最后的这段路，希望他不再害怕。
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| starnote | 0 | 144,550,771 | 58% | ||
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| coursechain | 0 | 0 | 58% | ||
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