Depression taking over, I want to go and hide. by karenb54

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life · @karenb54 · Jun 7 '17 (edited)

$4.89

Depression taking over, I want to go and hide.

I'm not feeling well today, not feeling myself, feel like I'm slipping into the dark. Having depression I now notice my non smiling and no talking days, there the days I have to focus on myself for a little while, 


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<center>*THIS IS HOW I AM FEELING*</center>

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Thank you son-of-satire


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@andrewdaines · Jun 7 '17

Feeling your pain, acknowledging the struggle, and validating the reasons behind it all.

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@karenb54 · Jun 7 '17

Thank  you  I  appreciate  that

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@hafray · Jun 7 '17

Scrolling down the comment section, they are all talking about you, worried for you, you should be happy. I wish i had that kind of friendship

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@karenb54 · Jun 7 '17

People  on here are amazing, thank you

👍 hafray

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@jenncapestany · Jun 7 '17

I'm so sorry that you're having a low day, Karen. I understand the need to just hole up somewhere and be by yourself. Hope that you pull out of it soon, and see all of the good that you do.  You matter.

👍 jenncapestany

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@karenb54 · Jun 7 '17

Thank you  I  hope  it lifts  soon

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@lemouth · Jun 7 '17

I never know what to say in such situations. But you should try top be positive. Just make fun with all the little funny things that are around, in your life. And send the rest to hell (so that they will get depressed instead of you ^^ ). I hope you will feel better soon!

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@karenb54 · Jun 7 '17

There's really nothing to say but Thank you for the lovely message

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@marxrab · Jun 7 '17

I fully sympathize with you. I've been diagnosed with postpartum depression and I have days every now and then when I'm miserable. I hope you feel better soon. Sometimes just spending some time alone helps.

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@karenb54 · Jun 7 '17

Thank you,  Its not good is it, just got to keep fighting

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@onetree · Jun 7 '17

$0.15

I understand, I go there sometimes too. Love from my side.

👍 onetree

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@karenb54 · Jun 7 '17

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Thank  you

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@richq11 · Jun 7 '17

Remember... we're here for you! You're not alone and tomorrow is another day- things will get better. This is temporary!!!

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@karenb54 · Jun 7 '17

Thank  you  I appreciate that,  I hope it lifts soon

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@scalextrix · Jun 7 '17

Hey, when I was feeling low, Id go for a walk, there were some swings, and although Im far too old to be on them, you know it always made me feel a bit better swinging on them; its totally frivolous, give it a try.

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@karenb54 · Jun 7 '17

Thank you,  I can't walk very far and there's no swings near me but I appreciate  the thought

👍 scalextrix

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@sgnsteems · Jun 7 '17

We are here for you Karen! Look at pictures of your kids when they were little, they will make you smile 😊

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@karenb54 · Jun 7 '17

I tried but made me cry but Thank you

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@sgnsteems · Jun 8 '17

Oh no I am sorry! Maybe writing about your emotions on steemit might help. Take care!

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@stardust · Jun 7 '17

$0.03

Hi karenb54 I will think of you in this time that you are feeling low, go out and look at your beautiful flowers and put your fingers in the soil I am sure it will help you feel better.

👍 jenncapestany, scalextrix

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@karenb54 · Jun 7 '17

Thank you I did but most of Them looked horrible after all the rain,  I tidied them up now hope they survive,

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@scalextrix · Jun 7 '17

Thats a really good suggestion.

👍 hafray

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@stardust · Jun 7 '17

Glad you think so hope you feel better soon.

👍 scalextrix

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@sumsum · Jun 7 '17

Take a walk, rest a little go into the garden as @stardust said. Be well soon.

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@karenb54 · Jun 7 '17 (edited)

Thank you, I did but the feelings  seem to be hanging on

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@tlester · Jun 7 '17 (edited)

@karenb54,  I said a prayer for you. I'm so sorry its so hard lately.

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous hand. -Isaiah 41:10.

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@karenb54 · Jun 7 '17

I really appreciate that Thank you

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@vmsolutionsltd · Jun 7 '17

https://media.tenor.co/images/5e4c1734e0ce91e913bf40a410c5e36a/tenor.gif

👍 vmsolutionsltd, hafray

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@karenb54 · Jun 7 '17

Thank you that means a lot

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